Home alone!!

Today is 3rd day home alone.. I was busy for the past few months.. Friday is day I home alone.. parents go holiday for a week... I am the only 1 stay in home.. WEll, cause busy routine so.. I didnt go holiday with them. Anyway.. I think I can handle living alone for a week. Coz days passed very fast.. See now it is the third day of the home alone. ;)



haha!! 4 more days of home alone to go. ;)

blog writing again?

well I thought my blogspot's blog cannot put pictures.. so I stopped writing blog... now I remember I still can use msn to do the writing. ;) haha!!


My Latest pictures.. haa!! LIVERPOOL!!~_~

haah!! finally thought of way to post pictures.. ;)

blog..

I was thinking what happen to blogspot.. i cant get to post my photo here.. ~_~lll i cant write a proper blog.. look like till they solve the problem.. i am going to be writing blog without photo.. Or else.. i cant be so long didnt blog for so long. ;(

mobile blog!

It had been quite some time since i blog. I tink blogsport got some problem upload the pictures. Well now I am at mrt blogging. Haha! The feeling very different. People standing around me ... Like "stand by me" the song. Looking at them, all sort of pple like couple, pretty gals, different races. Next time I try to blog at different places and see how i can observed the pple.

sick..

it's been long time since I blog.. THink I was quite busy lately.. then now my body cant tahan.. then i sick now. WEll.. on the recovery.. ;)

心靈不打烊~李玖哲

This is someone I admire much. His song touched my heart. His "xiang tai duo" become my theme song. THis is Lee Jiu Zhe.

盧學叡 可不可以愛我

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

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I think the chrous part is to telling us.. not to give up love. Try it.. At least you try it, you dun feel regret.

guitar!! Roller Blade!!

OMG!!!.. I forget I am going to learn roller blade soon.. plus i am going to buy the equipments.. Hmm.. tml go see the roller blade n see how!!maybe roller blade have to wait.

Suddenly I got the inspiration to learn guitar... i am happy as a lot of my friends gave me informations about guitar. I wish to learn guitar... well it is a sudden interest for me.. I wish to be like Zhang Zhen Yue.. good in guitar. lol!! it is my dream now.

HaiZZzzz now no money.. a bit hard!! Maybe after payday.. then buy 1.

new layout

Well I have changed the new layout.. i am still trying to input a new blogskin.. but i think i nid to learn the basic first b4 i can do whatever I want.

全世界都停电

全世界都停电



如果只能在黑暗中见到你，我宁愿全世界都停电。
--- Tank

如果全世界都停电了我才能见到你，我希望停电能到永远。。。
--- Desmond

在这世上，能找到一个你爱的人。。很难很难。。

我是谁？

我是谁？

我是黑色守护天使！
我是来自天堂的黑色天使，
来守护着你！
我会跟你签个契约。
每当你感到寂寞，
我会在你的身边陪伴你，
不让你寂寞。
每当你happy时，
我会在你的身边陪你一起，
分享happiness。
每当你需要求救时，
无论你在哪，
我都会飞到你的身边来帮你。
因为我是黑色守护天使。
你的专属天使！

the past 4 days (Sunday -thursday)

I was in a mess since Sunday... it is my feeling I had..that made me want to break away from the world. It happened again...I will not write anything of what happened on that 4 days.. but i control myself from going into facebook and msn for any contacts from friends... I need time to be alone and think abt my feeling.

Anyway I already tidy up my feeling and told myself... i will not try to situations that will make me feel this type of feelings again...

Wild weekend..

Friday....It is my buddy...Eddie's birthday.. I go and celebrate with him.. and the other buddies.. Eddie is 1 yrs older .. haha!! he is getting to be very handsome.. I bet a lot of girls will fall for him. haha!! Too bad i am not as handsome as him... no girls will fall for me.. anyway WE drank till 2am.. b4 i ninja my way out ... haha!! I felt sorry for eddie but no choice.. as SAT i have another group of friends i want to go with dearly..

SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most happening for me.. Actually i was suppose to meet one of my primary school's friend out for archery.. then one of my primary school buddy was bored and want to go out.. so I ask him to join us for archery. WE have a good time there .. shooting 60 arrows.. too bad I was a boo boo shooter. haha!! We are like the arthur, guinevere and lancelot in the "King Arthur" movie. haha!!

KING ARTHUR

JSPS Archers.. haha!!

there u see ... the JSPS archers... haha!! I was the left-hander so i stand at the last slot.. After that, we go watched our movie... The movie is awesome. I like tis quote"If you are listening to this frequency, you are the resistance. This is John Conner"

I gave 8 out of 10 to the movie.. haha!! Coz I am Terminator's fan. But this movie complete the whole Terminator saga.. A movie should watch.. Anyway after the movie.. we go meet my other friends at ST james for PARTY!! .. That whole nite we party till early morning 3am.. have some "special moment" happen when we want to go home.. thank to my small god sister.. haha!! In the end it is fun.

Sunday... I go swimming with my primary school friend.. i cant believe that yesterday we are still clubbing... then today sunday we go swimming.. I cant believe where did I get the strength from. Anyway she want sun tan.. so I accompany her to sun tec loh. haha!! But i soon become tired.. coz of last nite clubbing ..till I fall asleep from 3pm till 4pm while sun tanning.. haha!! 1 hr of sleeping ... almost made me become roasted dog, lucky the sun come out and goes hide under the cloud... most of the time.. that y i am not becoming roasted dog. ;p but as for her, she is sad.. she cant get much sun tanning.. haha!! then we go back home .. I try to make her happy as she cant get sun tanning... I gave her my anime hand doll to make her happy.. I didnt know she quite like it.. then i reached my station.. so I got off.. I told her to go sun tan nt week ba.. I will accompany her again. haha!!

What a unforgettable and happening weekend... I think it will be my happy mark in my life... ;P

Weekend again..

THis weekend are the best of the best!!.. I went to East Coast park with ah Do. We met at her house first before we goes East Coast Park. I saw a cat there and took some pic of her (I guess it is a she).

That is she!! haha!!

Well, I want to go there to cycle while she goes there to roller blade. I cant believe she is a good roller blader. haha!! she is quite fast .. well I wish to try out the roller blade.. but i surely fell down so.. forget it. Anyway we cycled and bladed till we hungry and go to the hawker centre to eat then we carry on the process for at least 3hrs plus.. then we ended our day. By then our legs are already wobbled liao.. haha!! After that we went to bugis to eat and watched Angel & Demon.. Well I must say Tom Hank is the right guy for this movie. it is liked watching Tom Hank slowly unfold the mystery one by one in 3rd person view. After the movie, I let ah Do took the cab home first before I go join my pal, Alex, for the KTV part.

See the pic we took. haha!! fun rite? well I think we can do better!!

Saturday Clubbing!!

Saturday is my clubbing day. i often go clubbing on that day as on Sunday i can be like bear sleep all the way .. hahah!!

Anyway Saturday is Patrick (Love song expert of SoulKoul in boiler room) last performance at Singapore. He is taking a break from singing.. maybe he goes for walkabout for himself.. or looking for a new life back to Philippines.

I was shocked as he come down from the stage to meet us.. Must be my friends, that y I get the chance to take photo with him. Well, he is charming rite.. haha!! A lot of singapore girls fell for his songs he sang. If only I can sing as good as he is, then maybe someone would like me too. haha!!

contest?

i had been quite some time since i post an entry.. been busy lately with work. WEll, recenly i was nominated in the "MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELOR".. now i am in the top 8.. haha!! i was flattered and funny... well i think i should be happy about the nomination. well.. that y i write this blog.. to write out my feeling..

The one that got away.

I found a note by someone unknown.. in a facebook. I found it quite good.. so i cut it out and share with u all!!

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been,” but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”

The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal

面包的滋味

The lyrics capture my heart. Well, this is not the Full song sadly to see.. but the song is great.

tml.

It had been 2 weeks since last time I blog. Well tml i will be going for my medical board.. It will determine whether I can stay in force or not.. haiz!! I want to stay in force. I like sailing.. but right now my physical condition doesnt allow me to sail. Well, I felt sad. recently I was feeling down because of the fact I maybe cant stay in force. I try to go improve my condition but it takes time. Tml, I will go medical board try to talk to the MO hoping them let me sail again.. I wish it will be good news for me.. Wish me good luck. ;)

Malaysia Trip!!!

Yesterday saturday is a road trip to malaysia.. It was fun and it lasted the whole day too. I goes along with another 3 buddies n my buddy's girlfriend to malaysia to eat, watch movie and do the foot massage!!

We met up early in 750am at my buddy's block then we go to the checkpoint.. we reached malaysia at 9am+.. then we go for our breakfast and guess what we have then.

We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux... a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p

Well we also go for foot massage.. around 5pm+. getting to know how good is our body.. but look like everyone got problem with their body. haha!! well, mine is most likely is my body is very tired.. nid rest.

Then we go for dinner around 7pm++.. a interesting place called "三楼".


Well the bee hoon there is good ... good .. BEST!! haha!! Like singapore been hoon.. I like it. btt we ate finished, it is already 7pm.. wow.. very late. then we decided to go home ...then we reached singapore around 10pm+.. quite late.. but still fun. I hope I can have those trip again.

my friend's mum

Monday.. it starts in a good day... but end up a experience I will remember for my rest of my life.

That night my friend's mother passed away. That night my friend lost someone he loved ... He was working oversea when the tragic started.. He was rushed back by "the company".. I heard the news and decided to go back to his home with him.. His brother is oversea, so for the time being, he is alone.. handling the stuffs.. Lucky his sister in law took care of most of the stuffs.. His girlfriend is quite supportive helping him to settle some admin stuffs. But I think he needs some more accompany..as possible wait till his brother come back from oversea.. so I stay back to accompany him or help him..

Life is very frail... I remember Jan I was still playing mahjong with him and his mother...then now his mother had passed away. Everything seem so fast.. Initially, he is quite sad.. I afraid he cant control his emotion, so I recommend to the other that he shouldn't go drive the car himself, thinking he will do something stupid.. Lucky he listens to us or else I really don't know what to do with him once he goes drive the car.

Monday night seem very long... although I say I accompany him.. but I was beaten by the Zzzz monster... fell asleep around 12am.. haiz.. He hardly say any words... That night I slept only 5 hours...

Tuesday, I accompany him while another Superior came and offer to help out my friend. I tried to help out in anything too.. but there is very little stuffs I can do. Well, I did help out using leg works..running errand like applying the permit to hold the wake at the void deck near my friend's house. I stayed with my friend till his brother came... then I go home.. It is a tiring for me.. but I hope I got some use in helping him..

Yesterday, I came down to visit him again..just to check out how is him holding up... After seeing him, I guess he is holding good... His mother will be moving to the Guang Ming Shan on Friday morning... His girlfriend hoped he will hold himself up during friday... because it will be very sad day for him on friday.

My friend asked me try not to come at today... as he may not have time to entertain me on today.. so I guess he is going to busy as the monks are doing the ritual for his mum... Well, I told him, if he need any helps, just let me know..

THis feeling is not so good for me, but I did get to learn some custom of dealing withg the dead..It is a experience I will not forget.

Wordle

A pic only for THe Jing Shan Primary School pple to see.. haha!!

Uaing wordle to create..
http://www.wordle.net/

myself #2

I know.. I wrote something about myself b4. 2 days ago, I tot of a friend from the past.. I was listening to a song called "You Needed Me" by Anne Murray. I remember making a poem for her..but b4 I can give to her, I was rejected.. it was quite long ago.. haha!! I am stupid.. I still remember the poem. I wrote it in chinese.. but I asked someone to translate for me in english..

Since I cant have my happiness, I guess being pple's cupid can help them get their happiness.. I dun mind doing that. If my friends are happy, I am happy. If she happy, I will be happy. Even though I was not a bit happy now..

My heart is nv complete......

new additions

I added the plurk in the blog.. a status based program.. I guess. Sometime like facebook status .. u get to paste ur activity or what u feel on the web. it is nice. ;)

What a Busy Friday?

This friday is very happening.. Well, not I am bloasting.. this is my first time being hugged by a guy very Heartly!! haha!!

Friday

Friday is a good n embarrass day. Well, after work, I go see my grandma as she gone for operation. Then I go meet my friends at Vivo City that night after the visit. Then we came for a dancing day at Boiler Room I seldom have a good time dancing. But that night I was kanna sabo by my ladies' friends ... I was choosen to go up Boiler room stage to play some games I was kanna Hugged by a guy so heartly.. My body goosebump come out.. Eeeeee .. but it is enjoyable for the games.. Of coz I enjoy dancing that nite too .. haha!!

Trust

Trust.. everyone nowadays is lack of it. I know trust is to be earned and cant take from granted. I cant believe that my closes 1 will not trust me then trusting what my relatives say. I was sad.. THis is my family is... We should be united but not listening to other comment and turn our back from ourselves... I WAS VERY SAD!!!!!!!

Reading is fun.

Just now around 6pm, I was at Kinokuniya there looking at book. I found out that I can look at book for a long time..haha!! Well, even window shopping for books I can stare at books for at least 3hrs.. haha!! U may think that I am abnormal... but that is what or who I am. :)

Check out this book for those Otaku!! This is the book just for u all to read and see.

This book is made by a otaku. By now you guys and gals must be wondering what is "otaku"?

In modern Japanese slang, the term otaku refers to a fan of any particular theme, topic, or hobby. Common uses are anime otaku (a fan of anime ), cosplay otaku and manga otaku (a fan of Japanese comic books), pasokon otaku (personal computer geeks), gēmu otaku (playing video games), and wota (pronounced 'ota', previously referred to as "idol otaku") that are extreme fans of idols, heavily promoted singing girls. There are also tetsudō otaku or denshamania (railfans) or gunji otaku (military geeks).

Now you know what is otaku. Anyway this author is a anime otaku. This book got some chapters starting with his first otaku year in the company, his otaku's daily routine,his otaku's body,his otaku's works,his otaku's health,his otaku's struggle and his otaku's war.

It is a relax type of book for u to read. It is fun, and make me laugh a lot. I rate this 4 stars for its entertainment. ;)

表白只一次（转载）

我在一个网上找到的。感觉挺好的，转载到这里。

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互暗恋的双方。

女生貌似很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实---其实---我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：
你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。

又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实--其实--咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和TA说话。写一个短信给TA，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。左想右想，怕TA知道你的心轻视你，怕哪句话说不好让TA不开心，更怕的是，对方再忙忘记或者因为别的原因没有回应，你多么尴尬。　　

写一封邮件给他，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的电影，去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情相关的字眼，仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出去。　　

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时候，话都说不出来。　 喜欢某个人，偏偏见到TA，一句话没有。看着旁边的朋友和TA谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。　　

暗示或者表白心际，永远不丢人。需要谨记的一条，也是最重要的一条是，暗示或者表白，只此一次。　　

相信我，话说到这样，一次就够了。　　

没有任何表白或者暗示，谈一场对方不知道的恋爱是很白痴的事情。对方收到你的讯息没有回应你依旧持续表白追求则是更白痴的事情。　
　
TA喜欢你，TA一定会约会你。　　

如果对方完全没有回应，但是你还是在喜欢他TA,那你就一边忍一边等。　　

到了某一天，忍到忍无可忍。　　

对方依旧没有找你。这个人，那就算了吧。

P.S. 你们是否也是这种人？

Leave Out All The Rest

For those who saw Twilight,you will surely heard of this song, "Leave Out All The Rest ", before? Anyway this song sang by Linkin Park. Below is the MTV and lyric:



This is the "Sunshine" version MTV, well I quite like it. ~_~

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed when I'm near
I'm strong to surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

P.S. I kinda of like this MTV and song. Coz some of lyric very unique like:

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know"

Well that is one time I talk about the fear within me.. but my friends just told me... don't think too much.. It is ur imagination. Well no one really listen.. haiz!!

"Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
"

I just like this part of lyric.

oldies song found

It had been quite some time since I been updated my blog. I had some problem on my work 2 weeks ago.... I think I become agitated after some of my co-workers made some remark on my status... I was unhappy about that.. I blew up my top.. I shot them with my wraith of anger... Well I guess I cant be friends with them anymore.. I was sad and regret of the doing... But what done had been done... I am going to live with it..

Anyway today I go clark quay to search for some old things.. well basically I found a song that remind of a incident I make at ITE.



This song is the song that I sing to a girl when I am at ITE... Well it is bold for me to sing that song.. as noone done that b4.. haha!! but I was rejected after singing that song.. She said she had someone in mind so cant accept my love.. I was sad.. well anyway it is long time ago.. haha!!

eyes twiching!!!

My eyes had been twitching for 2 and a half weeks!!! Well according to myth, there is people saying right eyes twitches, it is going to have bad things happen to them, when Left eye twitches, it is going to have good things happen to them.. Hmm.. my both eyes kept twitching for the past 2 and a half weeks.. It is not normal... The last time I twitches my eyes... it is last year when I kanna heat strokes.

I was thinking something bad is going to happen.. haiz!!!My friends say it is just an indication that I am tired... But I dun believe.. well for the past 2weeks, eyes kept twitching... it is not normal. Well I just happen it is not a very bad sign.

What do you think if I am robot?

It had been quite some time since I update my blog. I was going through some low mood lately after the CNY.. unable to sleep well in the past 2 weeks..... got some worry about my future... Thinking about myself and my career.. My both eyes' lids are kept twiching from 2 weeks ago... it is very annoying. hmm... I guess it means

Anyway, recently I just bought this Japanese drama called Zettai Kareshi a.k.a Absolute Boyfriend (絶対彼氏) and watched it.

Synopsis

This drama is about a girl who just stepped into society to work where she fall in love with her senior in the company. After she failed to get attention from her senior, she goes to a bar to drink. At the same time, Robot marker company, Kronos Heaven, had finally created the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. In another one words, it is a robot lover.

Back to the girl situation, the company robot maker in search of potential candidate to test his robot. He went to a bar and found the heart broken girl. He told the girl "Do you want to change your life?" The girl said "huh? How? " He decided to let this girl try out his robot lover for 5 days as an experience of getting a robot boyfriend at the same time collect the data that the robot is experiencing and compile to analysis. The girl gave her requirement of her prefect boyfriend to the robot maker.

Next day, The robot maker sent the girl the robot lover to her house. The girl activated the robot and was shocked that the robot is almost like real human being... only is the words coming out from the robot a bit funny.. Then the life of the girl started to change.

This drama is very romantic and funny... You get to see handsome guys.. and not forgetting the pretty girls. I was impressed a robot will try its best to let the girl love it. A lot of touching moments that the robot will do to make a girl happy.

What do you think if I am robot? Maybe I should be robot!!! haha!!! Then I can dun care what people think of me, and start do things that will surprise my loved 1. haha!!

CNY feeling!!

Hmm.. This year CNY is quite the same as last year...

1. CNY eve I have a reunion dinner with family and grandparents
   
2. CNY day 1 visit Grandparents.. and collect Ang Bao to them.

It is the same old routine.. heehee!! Well Ang Bao is collecting lesser and lesser.. ;)
Well it is ok, I don't care about Ang Bao.. as I can earn for myself. hehee!!

Anyway, CNY day 1 I won a lot in mj although it is just a short game. haha!! It is the first time I won in CNY. Maybe because I have a "福将" (Fu Jiang aka good fortune general) by my side, I get to win much.. But Like I say, if I won much in mj ... I bound to lose something in life for once.. When I lost much in mj, I get something in life for once.. Very irony right? It is my theory.. Coz it happened a lot of times before so I cant rule out that theory..

Anyway.. ytd night before I go back to home, I took a cab. The cab driver drove me back home... then we talked a lot of life... karma.. Destiny.. A lot of stuffs.. Man.. I didnt know that I can be quite click to strangers.. Hmmm... Is that an ability, or is it my easy going personality.. I don't know.. We even talked for at least a hr before I left the cab.. haha!! What a friendly weird guy like me, right?

feeling..

It had been quite a weeks plus... since I blogging.. I met someone and my feeling is liked roller-coaster this week.

1. Normal feeling (Thursday)


2. Low feeling (Friday)


3. High feeling (Saturday)


4. Low feeling (Sunday)


5. Normal feeling (Monday)


6. Low feeling (Tuesday)


7. High feeling (Wednesday)


8. Low feeling (Thursday)


9. Low feeling (Friday)

Well overall... I am feeling very low.. be it low morale or what.. I just don't know what am I doing... Now being scolded by parents for staying out late almost everyday.. come back the next day early morning... I am a guy who had a lot of problems in mind and wish to think about them... and think of how to solve them... The problems are career, love, relationships, friends and health. Now I go out almost everyday because I dun want to think of them... It is giving me headaches... I am getting bad headaches now.. man.. I wish I have someone beside me to help me..haiZ!!!

a day after the work..

Well, these few days, I am working lately and even staying in for work.. but I think they because I am medically unfit plus my status, I don't get to work much...

Some people say"Wow, XXX, You are so relax... See, you can no need to do this and that... Envy you lah!!"

I feel very uncomfortable when hearing this comments, I feel very bad..

Other people say " XXX, don't mind what they say... wait you faint then how? You better don't do anything.. just go relax one corner."

My feeling becomes from bad to worse.. I was thinking that it is not my fault that I want it to be like that. I myself feel very uncomfortable when I saw my co-workers are working yet I can only watch them do works... I am the guy who don't like to sit one corner and watch other work..If I can help out, I always one of the first to volunteer to help. But because of my status, now I was like a burden to them..


I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

Anyway... It is another big day for me.. tml.

(*_*)

3 Days to D day!!! FREEEEEE!!! FROM WORKSSS

myself (nothing much.. dun look)

hmmm... I have been thinking about myself whether I am very bad in starting a relationship for myself or not. In my whole life, I only have a relationship. I really dun know how to start a relationship.. maybe I am really shy with girls.. or maybe I don't know how to start a conversation. People think I am funny, I always make people laugh... my way of talking amuse them.. I myself think the same. I am just average looking guy.. if I like a girl, I always don't let them know I like them. I cared about them but I doesn't know how to make a girl fall for me..

I guess the conclusion is I am really bad in starting a relationship. I am just a boar..

Busy!!!

OMG!!! Today is 8 Jan 2009.. Man.. I had been busy for the last 8 days.. What am I doing? Work Work Work !!! I was thinking this year will be the same year as before.. I am going to try stay low profile as possible till feb... Don't ask me why... if you really know something about me, that is.. I am unpredictable.. I liked to make people guess. If you can guess why I want to stay low profile for Jan.. I will give you a treat. ;) haha!!!

Sat and Sun will be my rest day.. Hmm... Still Sat is the only day we can come out to play. haha!! Sun.. I will rest at home I guess. ;p

New Year eve!! Reflection

Well another 12hours, A new year will be arrived.. 2009. So this post is the last post I will post before the end of 2008 and the start of 2009. In the year 2008, a lot of things had been happening to me. Be it good and bad, it had greatly change my way of living my own life.

1. Facebook (bored and start using it)
2. My physical condition (not getting better)
3. make new friends that make a differences

Starting to play facebook, widener my social spaces to a new stage. Getting to know a lot of friends in the progress.. Well this year is also the year I encounter life and death the second time since childhood time. That changes my physical condition greatly.. Heard from Doctor that I cant work under the sun for pro-long period.. That make me very sad... I had to change my working condition due to this.. But I must stay happy to go through it.. Lucky I have friends care about me.. encourage me not to feel discourage because of the condition. Without them, I will not be the same Desmond again. Anyway the year 2008 is ending soon, I have been thinking about what is my new year resolution for 2009.

1. Study a degree for myself. (upgrade)
2. Finding a girlfriend(as usual)
3. Go for trip to Australia (Holiday)
4. Getting a car licence (die die much go take)
5. getting shape up for my body. (Take out the fats.)

Well that is my top five resolution I must get it done by the end of 2009. haha!! A bit ambition right? Well I must finished all of them this year.. haha!!

Christmas coming soon..

Well... Christmas is coming soon.. in about 2 days.. I am feeling the same as it is like a normal day. Maybe it is myself..or maybe it is christmas .. I don't know. Every year's christmas I always celebrate by myself or a couple of closed friends. I believe Christmas is the day where everyone received goodies from Santa, friends and family. This year's christmas is going to be different, as I was invited by friends to attend their christmas party.. I am happy as this is the first time from so many years since my poly life..I was invited to celebrate with them. Anyway I do hope this christmas will be a nice 1. hehee

I'm back from taiwan!!! Part 3

Well this part is the last part of I'm back from Taiwan. The 7days and 6night trip is going to be unforgetable shopping trip for me.. haha!! The last three days we go around the IT zones of Taipei to search for games, DVD and harddish.

Day 5:

Day 5, we go 龙山寺 ( Long Shan Si ) to pray.. Well it is also a tourist's attraction as it is very accurate in getting what you pray for. haha!!

This is the main entrance of Long Shan Si. It is well maintained in Taipei.. Lucky it is weekday.. it is not much people there.. I heard weekend at Long Shan Si... it will be like a traffic jam at there.. haha!!! After that we go shopping at 忠孝新生 ( Zhong Xiao Xin Sheng )
for Harddish, DVD and games. Man... Shopping shopping shopping... Go there it is the life haha!!

This is the night life at Taipei.. Very colourful if you ask me.. haha!! Well I envy the Taiwan teens ... everywhere there are things to see and buy... better than Singapore. Anyway after that we go Modern Toilet Restaurant to eat the toilet dishes..

This is the theme restaurant that sell toilet dishes.. Like what the motto say challenge the limit.. We order several dishes.. Below is the look of the dishes...

Well it is ice-cream shit in the bowel and the Ice lemon urine in the urine bowel. haha!! Very unqiue... but I quite like the way they display. we have a good dinner there. You cant find this in Singapore..heee Who will dare to eat them..

Day 6 and Day 7:

Day 6 we decided to try something different for breakfast.. so we go out around hotel and search for Taipei's morning breakfast. Unlike in Singapore, I will eat roti pata or wanton mee for breakfast... now we are in Taipei, we should test their breakfast there.. so we go into 牛扎面店, a small restaurant that sells beef and chicken noodle.

This is the genki Chicken noodle. It is a herb soup with handmade noodle and chicken on it. Taste not bad... quite like it.. That why I took a picture on it.. haha!! after that we go to the 台北地下街（Taipei underground street）to shop. haha!! Again we go shop.. Well the Taipei underground street is quite long... Inside got a number of shops selling game console and games... not forgetting it also selling clothes and foodstuffs..

What he hold is the game console that I think Singapore doesnt sell anymore... Yes!! Dreamcast.. the game console that some of the great titles are being made and only can be played with this console. haha!!I still remember I am trying to save a lot of money just to buy this console.. but by the time I got the money... I cant find this console as it is no longer selling in Singapore.

Well at night we decide to try out the club in Taipei.. We go to Luxy to check out whether it is better than Singapore Clubbing industry.Well it is not much different from Singapore. The only different is the gals will really dressed like what japanese gals wore.. HOT!!! My eyes are eating ice cream ... heehee.. Luxy is playing trance songs that night.. which I think not much fun there.. so we decided to go Lava.. another club. When we got there, we saw MC Hot Dog (Favorite DJ cum singer) performing there. We go in and watch a live performance there. haha!!! But I must say Lava's bar attendant is good in making cocktail.. I like their drinks.. we danced and drank till 2am before we called it a night. It is a great time not to be miss.

Day 7:

Day 7 is the day we had to miss Taipei.. Well I missed their food... their pretty gals.. hhaahaI guess I will come back to Taipei again for sightseeing.. maybe I will go Taizhong too next time..

When I took this photo meaning I mark the end of my Taiwan Trip with a "to be continue".... I will back Taiwan... haha!!!

I'm back from taiwan!!! Part 2

Well I am carry on the part 2 of the taiwan trip..

Day 3:

Day 3 we go for a city tour around taipei. First stop is 中正纪念堂 (Zhong Zheng Ji Nian Tang). It is the place where Taiwan president build a building just for remembering Jiang Zhong Zheng. Well we did took some photo there.. A group photo taken at there.. Good photo taking skill by the tour guide.

After that, we go and visit 邵族 (Shao Zu).. a small tribe in taipei.. Well they sell some facial stuffs to the tourists.. I didnt buy.. not much use for me. I took a picture with the princess of Shao Zu.. hehee.. Then we go to the geo-rock park to take some pictures on the rocks forming on the coast of taiwan.. From there, I get to see some taiwanese fishing vessel, thinking the taiwaneses go out for fishing with that big size of fishing vessel. Took a picture with the "Queen Head Rock". After that, we go 忠烈祠 (Zhong Lie Ci) to see how and when the Guard of Honour change shift. It is very fun and education. Well we go to 士林夜市 (Shi Lin Ye Shi). A place where good foods are found..

This is one of the stalls selling my favorite food ... BBQ chicken Skins!!! Yummy ... After that, we go shopping trip on shopping street at Shi Lin.. searching cheap stuffs to buy.. till 11pm.. then we took the MRT back to Xi Men Ding.. to our hotel to rest.. haha!!

Day 4:

Day 4 we go to 国父纪念馆。。。 at there I met Sun Zhong Shan.. in steel. Took a photo with him..

Well isnt he big size.. haha!! Well after that we watched the sentries changing shift... performing the changing shift show.

Airforce sentries this time... haha!! look like the blur pictures now.. You can see the airforce sentries are in blue colour taking over sentries duty. haha!!!

After that, we go for Taiwan Discovery Centre... thinking must be same like Singapore Discovery Centre... but inside got a lot of things and stuffs that tell us how taiwan become the nation now... Good for knowledge.. heehee

After that, at night we go for baked rice resturant to eat the taiwan baked rice. It is so nice I myself took a photo of it .. haha!!! After that we go starbuck to have a late night coffee... before we turn up for a night in our hotel at 2320H..

I stopped here... continue on the next post..

I'm back from taiwan!!! Part 1

Hi... I'm back from taiwan.. Taiwan trip is very fun... although I think I am going for shopping trip than just a overseas trip..haha!! Anyway going taiwan with another 2 of my friends, I brought NT$21000 to taiwan.. but when I come back, I guess I only left with NT$1169. lol.. I did spent a lot in taiwan.. Well below is our trip outline... how we spend our 7days and 6nights at taipei:

Day 1:

Day 1 is the day we will be flying to taiwan on Cathay Pacific at 3.15pm. But first, we will be flying to hong kong first then we transit to taiwan from there. We reached taiwan around 230pm+.... reached our hotel at around 4pm+. Then we go find some resturant at 西门丁（Xi Men Ding）to eat. After that we go window shopping aroun Xi Men Ding till 1030pm before we go back to hotel to rest.

Day 2:

We go visit 台湾大学 (Taiwan University).. Well basically just to see how big is the university... plus whether can see 台妹 (Tai Mei). lol!! In the end, we only found nerds in the University.. haiz!!! After that, I go and search for Jay Chou's Shop at 忠孝敦化 (Zhong Xiao Dun Hua)..

Along the way searching for Jay Chou, I met this guy, Look Lu, a celebrity in jewellery.. It is my honour to take picture with him. Well he is a nice guy... giving us good points on where got good places to eat and shop.. haha!! After that, we continue our search for Jay Chou's shop.

Finally I found his shop...This is his shop, PHANTAC. Inside selling jay Chou's personal stuffs... mostly all are basketball shoes... He really like basketball. But the things he sells are damn expensive!! Out of my budget.. .haha!! Then I took a picture of his shop and we go for another place for sightseeing...We reached 五分埔 in the late afternoon... where I spend NT$1600 on my brown jacket... A quite nice jacket, well mix and match... good for me. After that, it is around 9pm... we go for a starbuck coffee before we go back to hotel to rest around 11pm..

Well I stop here... to be continue on the next post...

Taiwan trip Preflight feeling!!!

Well in another 17 hours, I will be leaving singapore and fly to taiwan and visit it. This will be my first time going out with friends to enjoy vacation. Everytime, I always go with family... this time I want to try something different... going with friends... see how it works. Going Taiwan is one of my target in my Asia tour. I got some places I wish to go.. Well, I also want to try use this time to forget about stress, unhappy stuffs, and someone I like before..

Enjoy enjoy... and Enjoy!!

BY2-愛ㄚ愛ㄚ

把爱留在身边窗外有个蓝蓝的天
落叶那一瞬间记得 多穿一件
一天过了一天 我的日记却病恹恹
我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有没有对我一点点心动 Oh～
爱我的话，给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待 是我为你付出的代价 Oh～
爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见
一天过了一天 我的日记却病恹恹
我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有没有对我一点点心动 Oh～
爱我的话，给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待 是我为你付出的代价 Oh～
爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见
.............
爱我的话，给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待 是我为你付出的代价 Oh～
爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见
.......

This song is telling us that even you keep giving, doesnt mean that the girl you like will let you know she likes you or not. For those who only secretly in love with some girls, if you keep giving your attention and love to her and she didnt get the hint... Should tell her what you feel..

myself feeling jaded..

Today I am feeling jaded... People says "Desmond you looked good when you are tanned.." Well I personally think it is just natural when my skin looked tanned.. Because in the past, I get dark skin easily... Must be because of my family's DNA, my dad and brother have dark skins too. I found out I am not feeling very well.. My physical condition is not getting better, maybe I am thinking too much.. but I just found out that I am getting more and more tired... I sweated a lot even though I only do some works.. I am hardly bear the heats under the sun.... So bottom line, I'm becoming a "Snow Man". haiz!!

Anime Festival!!

Today I go to Suntec with friends for the Anime Festival Asia 2008. look like it is one of the biggest cosplay display in singapore. Well initially I thought it is free, but seeing the display board ... $5 for the entry.. I wonder what it will have in the exhibition.

Look at the display, I didnt know singaporean can draw manga well. hmm... anyway it is draw quite well and sexy. haha!!!

This is a cosplayer being gundam... it is actually a guy wearing this clothing.. walking allow people to take photo with. I got took some pic with this guy... haha!!

I liked this anime... actually I liked the storylines, well just took a pic with this wallpaper to mark "Desmond was here."

feeling

Recently, I found out I am very not focus on doing my works. I always heard my friends who had girlfriends and wives saying this stuffs like "they cant focus ön their work and their mind will always wonder around..." I will always tell them this is because they are thinking about their other partners. Now that feeling is happening to me..... Is that meaning I am thinking of someone? I am listening "给我一首歌的时间" at cityhall mrt at 12pm. The feeling is rushing to me... Damn... I really feeling very funny. I like this feeling and at the same time I hate the feeling. Haiz!!

Sat Outing..

Yesterday is one of the longest outing I have this month. Afternoon, I go meet with my internet friends to watch movies,madagascar2. It is an comedy anime.. continue from the madagascar but this time they found that they are at africa, the wild wild land of wild life... Oooo got a lot of jokes in the movie. I like Alex the lion ( ben stiller's voice ), the only lion that dance. haha!!! Well although this anime movie is mostly for the kids to see... but it is also suitable for young adults to see too. Not so bad movie..

After the movie, I go and meet another group, POC friends... This is the event I try to organise for the first time ever since the POC farewell dinner. It is a hotpot session, but this is quite success... although I dun get 80% of attendances, but I am grateful people gives me "faces" to attend it. The food there are good.. well only the pricing is a bit of expensive..The drinks is not included in the buffet. Well actually the price for the buffet, it is $24.80. It included a hotpot for you to cook your raw foods, 40 dishes of cooked food for you to taste while waiting for your raw foods to be cooked and lastly the desert, chcoclate fondue for you to taste. Oooo that is really good.. we are full yesterday after eating the hotpot. haha!! maybe next time should try again.

jaded

It had been a week since I last wrote blog entry. I was very busy on my works.. Everyday working working, nv have time for rest... till friday I then got time to catch my breathes.. Phew... everytime I get home, the sky is very dark. Recently I found out from my co-workers that I lost my usual self... I am not as cheerful as I am like before.. instead of seeing my happy face, they found out I looked tired, shag, or not enough sleep face.. I didn't noticed that, I think I am really tired... not enough sleep, packed with stresses and workload.. I need to get out from that place from for a while..

Well I need a VACATION!!!!!

TAIWAN trip is a trip I am looking forward to. I will "spare no one that stand in my way" to go taiwan. haha!!!

Single...topic

Recently, I think about this topic.. Single... How people fall in love? In real life, is there really got such event "Love at one sight" happen.. I dun know..
In singapore, Most Singaporean are getting late and later to get married...or even worse.. they cant find anyone to marry. They are several reasons to it... Nowadays singapore girl's standard
for their another partner are getting higher, Works plus no time to date, other countries rival (Guys) and not communcating well with girls.. That will lead to low marriages in Singapore. Well, that why now singapore need the match-making company.. THey get to match-making you with another one... for those which do not have time for dating.. Well.. match-makers can only introduce the singles to each other... whether they click is another thing, right? Haizz... Stay single loh.. can enjoy more. ;p

Sam's and grandma's birthday

today is my friend, Sam's birthday and at the same time my grandma's birthday.. Oooo A busy day.. Actually sam's birthday is yesterday, but sam invite us to a mini BBQ session with him.. Well this is his first time organise BBQ.. so a bit of hip hup along the way.. but overall it has a nice ending... I helped out in cooking haha!! lucky my cooking is ok.. too bad the chicken wings are not well cooked.. I think my best work is the bacon... I get good remark for that. hahaha!!

After his BBQ session, I had to rush down to china town point to meet my family for my grandma's birthday... phew.. lucky I was fast and reached to the resturant on time. But I have to deal with 9 dishes... I was like having a "OMG" sign in my head... how am I going to finish the dishes.. but still I have to eat a lot.. anyway the dishes are good. Well in the end, I did finish the 9 dishes with the helps of other.. haha!! What a feast!!

Love at a problem...

Just now I just watched New York version of My Sassy Girl. It is the remade of the korea version of My Sassy Girl. but I was disappointed as this version is not as good as the korea version of My Sassy Girl. It is not sassy enough in this version, but more like love story. I watched 3 version of (Korea, Japan and New York) and I found out only the orginal version meaning the Korea version is the best 1... It is the movie that I am moved by the Gyeon-woo (Cha Tae-Hyun), and the Girl (Jun Ji-hyun) acting.. although the movie is 7years ago but I still like the movie story. Cha Tae Hyun make the main character so real... that I thought in this world there is some guy who will do stupid things for his girlfriend. Actually during the 7 years, I was thinking will I be like Cha Tae Hyun met Jun Ji Hyun (the sassy girl). hahah!! I guess I am very stupid or crazy. Well the thought is still in my mind.

Cycling again.

Today I remember today is sunday... nothing much. so I go out for a cycle around sembawang. Hmm.. took the picture of a soccer match at a primary school.. Orange Vs Black.. it is quite interesting so I stay there to watch. But too bad both team unable to score the goals till the end of the game.. After the game I go cycle other places and took this picture below.

guess this is the Chinese Lanten Festival's Lantens.. haha!!! Town council should do something on it.

Sembawang is getting crowded... at last I am seeing it to be becoming like Ang Mo Kio..Well still it will take some time to be like Ang Mo Kio. hehee Ganbatten Sembawang!!!

Saturday movie outing.

Yesterday, is another movie outing.. I met friends and go watch 20th Century Boy. A manga convert to movie.

Quoted from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/20th_Century_Boys,

"Growing older is pretty rough and Kenji is finding out just how hard it can be
as life starts wearing down on him. On top of trying to make ends meet running a
convenience store he has to care for the niece that his missing sister left in
his care. Memories of youth make it easier, until those memories come back to
haunt him.
Kenji and his old friends are slowly being drawn into a
mysterious conspiracy that could threaten the world. Who is the mysterious
"Friend" and how does he tie into Kenji's youth? Why are there disappearances
and deaths tied into Ochanomizu University? Their memories hold the keys to the
puzzle, but time and age have clouded their minds.
The strange occurrences
and the reach of the "Friend" conspiracy grow by the day. It will all culminate
on New Year's Eve 2000. Will Kenji and the others be able to put together the
puzzle and save the world?"

It is a sci-friction movie. Well it is quite a lengthy as there are a lot of dialog scenes less action. It is more on thriller than action movie. I myself felt very curious about the movie and who is the "Friend" real face... It will be a 3 part stories.. which means it is a trilogy movie. I am very curious about the movie. I hope to see the part 2 and part 3.

life is fragile

Life is not only just about you, but around you also.. anything happen to you ... it will have chain effects to other.People who like you will cry for you, worry for you... then the feeling will hit back to you too. I saw my friend lyingon the hospital bed.. i felt sad to see him lying on the bed... with injuries... Then I start to think back the day that I faint after the boat training 2. I was lying on the bed for 5 days... plus 2 days in ICU... There are some friends come and visit me.. I had no face to look at them... i dun want them to see how fragile I am... but it is a way of courage to show people how weak you can be... not everyone is superman, so there bound to be someone to be fragile.. it can be you or me or him.. so life is very fragile.

Tickets to Taiwan

Today is the day, I go to chinatown point with friends to search for free and easy package to taiwan on Dec. Going to taiwan is always my dream as at taiwan there got a lot of places to visit. Well now booking tickets to taiwan is a bit late as it is nearer to dec... which is school hoildays... anyway we managed get a reservation for 3 seats at a price of $1088 for 7 days. Actually want to book today but didnt do it as one of my friends forget to bring passport so we have to book by tml. Well I hope tml we will book the tickets to taiwan by tml...;)

busy

Everyday busy like there is no tml… Works are piling as forever… there will be a lot of work on workplace. But time flies very fast.. when I check out the timing, it is 1800H… haiz… whole day gone… see.. I am so busy..

Take a bow!!

This is Rihanna - Take a bow mv. It is a breakup song for me.. I think haha!! what am I saying... I am still single... well this song is not for me.. it is for those people who are going to break off with their another partner. Check out the lyric. ;p

KTV session with Primary school friends

Today is another outing organised by Alan. haha!! I remember the last time huiyi and I always organise outing but now alan is keen to organise outing. This time the outing is at Kbox... we show our true voice to everyone... through mic. heehee. People turn out is quite good. Well huiyi is late today ... that y she is not in the picture. This is the first time I go KTV session with them. We get to see them sing to their heart. I even video them singing in the progress. haha!! But they are quite good in singing. Alan likes to give surprise to us..by singing in a funny way.

Outing with friends at JTL

Today is wenhao's first time going PUB.. haha!! So I bring him and my friend Sam to Jiu Tan Ling (酒谭林) for drinking session. haha!!! He is not bad mah... can hold his beer.. He drank 1 bottle and a half hoegarden and 2 bottle of Ashasi.

See... We are having a good time at JTL. Drinking Hoegarden. haha!!! Look at the photo, I look dark skin guy, wenhao red skin guy and Sam white skin guy. haha!!!

this pic is about my friend, Ashley and I. Actually she is a friend of mine. I purposely go see her.. coz I am on mission. hahah!!! YOu will know when you see the picture. Well I am waiting for 17th Oct..

Intense week (Another hit)

Friday 3 October 2008 Sunny day.

I woke up at 932am. This is the off day I am given for Hari Raya duty. This whole week I was working non stop... till now then can rest. For those who think they work more than me, I can only say I am just lucky to have this off day. Everyday work till very late than go home.. Yesterday I felt dizzy, I thought I was getting Heat Exhaustion again. I was so afraid. I remember the last time I got Heat Exhaustion, I almost on the verge of dying. Well That is what the doctor told me when I was awake after my fever was lower. I was keeping my temperature low just to prevent another Heat Exhaustion. Haiz... Why I got this physical condition... did I do anything wrong to get this ..why god must give me this condition.. Now because of this condition, I cant even go play soccer for prolong period.

I must continue to take care of myself. That all.