CNY feeling!!

Hmm.. This year CNY is quite the same as last year...

1. CNY eve I have a reunion dinner with family and grandparents
   
2. CNY day 1 visit Grandparents.. and collect Ang Bao to them.

It is the same old routine.. heehee!! Well Ang Bao is collecting lesser and lesser.. ;)
Well it is ok, I don't care about Ang Bao.. as I can earn for myself. hehee!!

Anyway, CNY day 1 I won a lot in mj although it is just a short game. haha!! It is the first time I won in CNY. Maybe because I have a "福将" (Fu Jiang aka good fortune general) by my side, I get to win much.. But Like I say, if I won much in mj ... I bound to lose something in life for once.. When I lost much in mj, I get something in life for once.. Very irony right? It is my theory.. Coz it happened a lot of times before so I cant rule out that theory..

Anyway.. ytd night before I go back to home, I took a cab. The cab driver drove me back home... then we talked a lot of life... karma.. Destiny.. A lot of stuffs.. Man.. I didnt know that I can be quite click to strangers.. Hmmm... Is that an ability, or is it my easy going personality.. I don't know.. We even talked for at least a hr before I left the cab.. haha!! What a friendly weird guy like me, right?

feeling..

It had been quite a weeks plus... since I blogging.. I met someone and my feeling is liked roller-coaster this week.

1. Normal feeling (Thursday)


2. Low feeling (Friday)


3. High feeling (Saturday)


4. Low feeling (Sunday)


5. Normal feeling (Monday)


6. Low feeling (Tuesday)


7. High feeling (Wednesday)


8. Low feeling (Thursday)


9. Low feeling (Friday)

Well overall... I am feeling very low.. be it low morale or what.. I just don't know what am I doing... Now being scolded by parents for staying out late almost everyday.. come back the next day early morning... I am a guy who had a lot of problems in mind and wish to think about them... and think of how to solve them... The problems are career, love, relationships, friends and health. Now I go out almost everyday because I dun want to think of them... It is giving me headaches... I am getting bad headaches now.. man.. I wish I have someone beside me to help me..haiZ!!!

a day after the work..

Well, these few days, I am working lately and even staying in for work.. but I think they because I am medically unfit plus my status, I don't get to work much...

Some people say"Wow, XXX, You are so relax... See, you can no need to do this and that... Envy you lah!!"

I feel very uncomfortable when hearing this comments, I feel very bad..

Other people say " XXX, don't mind what they say... wait you faint then how? You better don't do anything.. just go relax one corner."

My feeling becomes from bad to worse.. I was thinking that it is not my fault that I want it to be like that. I myself feel very uncomfortable when I saw my co-workers are working yet I can only watch them do works... I am the guy who don't like to sit one corner and watch other work..If I can help out, I always one of the first to volunteer to help. But because of my status, now I was like a burden to them..


I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

Anyway... It is another big day for me.. tml.

(*_*)

3 Days to D day!!! FREEEEEE!!! FROM WORKSSS

myself (nothing much.. dun look)

hmmm... I have been thinking about myself whether I am very bad in starting a relationship for myself or not. In my whole life, I only have a relationship. I really dun know how to start a relationship.. maybe I am really shy with girls.. or maybe I don't know how to start a conversation. People think I am funny, I always make people laugh... my way of talking amuse them.. I myself think the same. I am just average looking guy.. if I like a girl, I always don't let them know I like them. I cared about them but I doesn't know how to make a girl fall for me..

I guess the conclusion is I am really bad in starting a relationship. I am just a boar..

Busy!!!

OMG!!! Today is 8 Jan 2009.. Man.. I had been busy for the last 8 days.. What am I doing? Work Work Work !!! I was thinking this year will be the same year as before.. I am going to try stay low profile as possible till feb... Don't ask me why... if you really know something about me, that is.. I am unpredictable.. I liked to make people guess. If you can guess why I want to stay low profile for Jan.. I will give you a treat. ;) haha!!!

Sat and Sun will be my rest day.. Hmm... Still Sat is the only day we can come out to play. haha!! Sun.. I will rest at home I guess. ;p

New Year eve!! Reflection

Well another 12hours, A new year will be arrived.. 2009. So this post is the last post I will post before the end of 2008 and the start of 2009. In the year 2008, a lot of things had been happening to me. Be it good and bad, it had greatly change my way of living my own life.

1. Facebook (bored and start using it)
2. My physical condition (not getting better)
3. make new friends that make a differences

Starting to play facebook, widener my social spaces to a new stage. Getting to know a lot of friends in the progress.. Well this year is also the year I encounter life and death the second time since childhood time. That changes my physical condition greatly.. Heard from Doctor that I cant work under the sun for pro-long period.. That make me very sad... I had to change my working condition due to this.. But I must stay happy to go through it.. Lucky I have friends care about me.. encourage me not to feel discourage because of the condition. Without them, I will not be the same Desmond again. Anyway the year 2008 is ending soon, I have been thinking about what is my new year resolution for 2009.

1. Study a degree for myself. (upgrade)
2. Finding a girlfriend(as usual)
3. Go for trip to Australia (Holiday)
4. Getting a car licence (die die much go take)
5. getting shape up for my body. (Take out the fats.)

Well that is my top five resolution I must get it done by the end of 2009. haha!! A bit ambition right? Well I must finished all of them this year.. haha!!

Christmas coming soon..

Well... Christmas is coming soon.. in about 2 days.. I am feeling the same as it is like a normal day. Maybe it is myself..or maybe it is christmas .. I don't know. Every year's christmas I always celebrate by myself or a couple of closed friends. I believe Christmas is the day where everyone received goodies from Santa, friends and family. This year's christmas is going to be different, as I was invited by friends to attend their christmas party.. I am happy as this is the first time from so many years since my poly life..I was invited to celebrate with them. Anyway I do hope this christmas will be a nice 1. hehee

I'm back from taiwan!!! Part 3

Well this part is the last part of I'm back from Taiwan. The 7days and 6night trip is going to be unforgetable shopping trip for me.. haha!! The last three days we go around the IT zones of Taipei to search for games, DVD and harddish.

Day 5:

Day 5, we go 龙山寺 ( Long Shan Si ) to pray.. Well it is also a tourist's attraction as it is very accurate in getting what you pray for. haha!!

This is the main entrance of Long Shan Si. It is well maintained in Taipei.. Lucky it is weekday.. it is not much people there.. I heard weekend at Long Shan Si... it will be like a traffic jam at there.. haha!!! After that we go shopping at 忠孝新生 ( Zhong Xiao Xin Sheng )
for Harddish, DVD and games. Man... Shopping shopping shopping... Go there it is the life haha!!

This is the night life at Taipei.. Very colourful if you ask me.. haha!! Well I envy the Taiwan teens ... everywhere there are things to see and buy... better than Singapore. Anyway after that we go Modern Toilet Restaurant to eat the toilet dishes..

This is the theme restaurant that sell toilet dishes.. Like what the motto say challenge the limit.. We order several dishes.. Below is the look of the dishes...

Well it is ice-cream shit in the bowel and the Ice lemon urine in the urine bowel. haha!! Very unqiue... but I quite like the way they display. we have a good dinner there. You cant find this in Singapore..heee Who will dare to eat them..

Day 6 and Day 7:

Day 6 we decided to try something different for breakfast.. so we go out around hotel and search for Taipei's morning breakfast. Unlike in Singapore, I will eat roti pata or wanton mee for breakfast... now we are in Taipei, we should test their breakfast there.. so we go into 牛扎面店, a small restaurant that sells beef and chicken noodle.

This is the genki Chicken noodle. It is a herb soup with handmade noodle and chicken on it. Taste not bad... quite like it.. That why I took a picture on it.. haha!! after that we go to the 台北地下街（Taipei underground street）to shop. haha!! Again we go shop.. Well the Taipei underground street is quite long... Inside got a number of shops selling game console and games... not forgetting it also selling clothes and foodstuffs..

What he hold is the game console that I think Singapore doesnt sell anymore... Yes!! Dreamcast.. the game console that some of the great titles are being made and only can be played with this console. haha!!I still remember I am trying to save a lot of money just to buy this console.. but by the time I got the money... I cant find this console as it is no longer selling in Singapore.

Well at night we decide to try out the club in Taipei.. We go to Luxy to check out whether it is better than Singapore Clubbing industry.Well it is not much different from Singapore. The only different is the gals will really dressed like what japanese gals wore.. HOT!!! My eyes are eating ice cream ... heehee.. Luxy is playing trance songs that night.. which I think not much fun there.. so we decided to go Lava.. another club. When we got there, we saw MC Hot Dog (Favorite DJ cum singer) performing there. We go in and watch a live performance there. haha!!! But I must say Lava's bar attendant is good in making cocktail.. I like their drinks.. we danced and drank till 2am before we called it a night. It is a great time not to be miss.

Day 7:

Day 7 is the day we had to miss Taipei.. Well I missed their food... their pretty gals.. hhaahaI guess I will come back to Taipei again for sightseeing.. maybe I will go Taizhong too next time..

When I took this photo meaning I mark the end of my Taiwan Trip with a "to be continue".... I will back Taiwan... haha!!!

I'm back from taiwan!!! Part 2

Well I am carry on the part 2 of the taiwan trip..

Day 3:

Day 3 we go for a city tour around taipei. First stop is 中正纪念堂 (Zhong Zheng Ji Nian Tang). It is the place where Taiwan president build a building just for remembering Jiang Zhong Zheng. Well we did took some photo there.. A group photo taken at there.. Good photo taking skill by the tour guide.

After that, we go and visit 邵族 (Shao Zu).. a small tribe in taipei.. Well they sell some facial stuffs to the tourists.. I didnt buy.. not much use for me. I took a picture with the princess of Shao Zu.. hehee.. Then we go to the geo-rock park to take some pictures on the rocks forming on the coast of taiwan.. From there, I get to see some taiwanese fishing vessel, thinking the taiwaneses go out for fishing with that big size of fishing vessel. Took a picture with the "Queen Head Rock". After that, we go 忠烈祠 (Zhong Lie Ci) to see how and when the Guard of Honour change shift. It is very fun and education. Well we go to 士林夜市 (Shi Lin Ye Shi). A place where good foods are found..

This is one of the stalls selling my favorite food ... BBQ chicken Skins!!! Yummy ... After that, we go shopping trip on shopping street at Shi Lin.. searching cheap stuffs to buy.. till 11pm.. then we took the MRT back to Xi Men Ding.. to our hotel to rest.. haha!!

Day 4:

Day 4 we go to 国父纪念馆。。。 at there I met Sun Zhong Shan.. in steel. Took a photo with him..

Well isnt he big size.. haha!! Well after that we watched the sentries changing shift... performing the changing shift show.

Airforce sentries this time... haha!! look like the blur pictures now.. You can see the airforce sentries are in blue colour taking over sentries duty. haha!!!

After that, we go for Taiwan Discovery Centre... thinking must be same like Singapore Discovery Centre... but inside got a lot of things and stuffs that tell us how taiwan become the nation now... Good for knowledge.. heehee

After that, at night we go for baked rice resturant to eat the taiwan baked rice. It is so nice I myself took a photo of it .. haha!!! After that we go starbuck to have a late night coffee... before we turn up for a night in our hotel at 2320H..

I stopped here... continue on the next post..

I'm back from taiwan!!! Part 1

Hi... I'm back from taiwan.. Taiwan trip is very fun... although I think I am going for shopping trip than just a overseas trip..haha!! Anyway going taiwan with another 2 of my friends, I brought NT$21000 to taiwan.. but when I come back, I guess I only left with NT$1169. lol.. I did spent a lot in taiwan.. Well below is our trip outline... how we spend our 7days and 6nights at taipei:

Day 1:

Day 1 is the day we will be flying to taiwan on Cathay Pacific at 3.15pm. But first, we will be flying to hong kong first then we transit to taiwan from there. We reached taiwan around 230pm+.... reached our hotel at around 4pm+. Then we go find some resturant at 西门丁（Xi Men Ding）to eat. After that we go window shopping aroun Xi Men Ding till 1030pm before we go back to hotel to rest.

Day 2:

We go visit 台湾大学 (Taiwan University).. Well basically just to see how big is the university... plus whether can see 台妹 (Tai Mei). lol!! In the end, we only found nerds in the University.. haiz!!! After that, I go and search for Jay Chou's Shop at 忠孝敦化 (Zhong Xiao Dun Hua)..

Along the way searching for Jay Chou, I met this guy, Look Lu, a celebrity in jewellery.. It is my honour to take picture with him. Well he is a nice guy... giving us good points on where got good places to eat and shop.. haha!! After that, we continue our search for Jay Chou's shop.

Finally I found his shop...This is his shop, PHANTAC. Inside selling jay Chou's personal stuffs... mostly all are basketball shoes... He really like basketball. But the things he sells are damn expensive!! Out of my budget.. .haha!! Then I took a picture of his shop and we go for another place for sightseeing...We reached 五分埔 in the late afternoon... where I spend NT$1600 on my brown jacket... A quite nice jacket, well mix and match... good for me. After that, it is around 9pm... we go for a starbuck coffee before we go back to hotel to rest around 11pm..

Well I stop here... to be continue on the next post...

Taiwan trip Preflight feeling!!!

Well in another 17 hours, I will be leaving singapore and fly to taiwan and visit it. This will be my first time going out with friends to enjoy vacation. Everytime, I always go with family... this time I want to try something different... going with friends... see how it works. Going Taiwan is one of my target in my Asia tour. I got some places I wish to go.. Well, I also want to try use this time to forget about stress, unhappy stuffs, and someone I like before..

Enjoy enjoy... and Enjoy!!

BY2-愛ㄚ愛ㄚ

把爱留在身边窗外有个蓝蓝的天
落叶那一瞬间记得 多穿一件
一天过了一天 我的日记却病恹恹
我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有没有对我一点点心动 Oh～
爱我的话，给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待 是我为你付出的代价 Oh～
爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见
一天过了一天 我的日记却病恹恹
我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂
你有没有对我一点点心动 Oh～
爱我的话，给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待 是我为你付出的代价 Oh～
爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见
.............
爱我的话，给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待 是我为你付出的代价 Oh～
爱我的话 要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远 你 走太远 你的回答
听不见
.......

This song is telling us that even you keep giving, doesnt mean that the girl you like will let you know she likes you or not. For those who only secretly in love with some girls, if you keep giving your attention and love to her and she didnt get the hint... Should tell her what you feel..

myself feeling jaded..

Today I am feeling jaded... People says "Desmond you looked good when you are tanned.." Well I personally think it is just natural when my skin looked tanned.. Because in the past, I get dark skin easily... Must be because of my family's DNA, my dad and brother have dark skins too. I found out I am not feeling very well.. My physical condition is not getting better, maybe I am thinking too much.. but I just found out that I am getting more and more tired... I sweated a lot even though I only do some works.. I am hardly bear the heats under the sun.... So bottom line, I'm becoming a "Snow Man". haiz!!

Anime Festival!!

Today I go to Suntec with friends for the Anime Festival Asia 2008. look like it is one of the biggest cosplay display in singapore. Well initially I thought it is free, but seeing the display board ... $5 for the entry.. I wonder what it will have in the exhibition.

Look at the display, I didnt know singaporean can draw manga well. hmm... anyway it is draw quite well and sexy. haha!!!

This is a cosplayer being gundam... it is actually a guy wearing this clothing.. walking allow people to take photo with. I got took some pic with this guy... haha!!

I liked this anime... actually I liked the storylines, well just took a pic with this wallpaper to mark "Desmond was here."

feeling

Recently, I found out I am very not focus on doing my works. I always heard my friends who had girlfriends and wives saying this stuffs like "they cant focus ön their work and their mind will always wonder around..." I will always tell them this is because they are thinking about their other partners. Now that feeling is happening to me..... Is that meaning I am thinking of someone? I am listening "给我一首歌的时间" at cityhall mrt at 12pm. The feeling is rushing to me... Damn... I really feeling very funny. I like this feeling and at the same time I hate the feeling. Haiz!!

Sat Outing..

Yesterday is one of the longest outing I have this month. Afternoon, I go meet with my internet friends to watch movies,madagascar2. It is an comedy anime.. continue from the madagascar but this time they found that they are at africa, the wild wild land of wild life... Oooo got a lot of jokes in the movie. I like Alex the lion ( ben stiller's voice ), the only lion that dance. haha!!! Well although this anime movie is mostly for the kids to see... but it is also suitable for young adults to see too. Not so bad movie..

After the movie, I go and meet another group, POC friends... This is the event I try to organise for the first time ever since the POC farewell dinner. It is a hotpot session, but this is quite success... although I dun get 80% of attendances, but I am grateful people gives me "faces" to attend it. The food there are good.. well only the pricing is a bit of expensive..The drinks is not included in the buffet. Well actually the price for the buffet, it is $24.80. It included a hotpot for you to cook your raw foods, 40 dishes of cooked food for you to taste while waiting for your raw foods to be cooked and lastly the desert, chcoclate fondue for you to taste. Oooo that is really good.. we are full yesterday after eating the hotpot. haha!! maybe next time should try again.

jaded

It had been a week since I last wrote blog entry. I was very busy on my works.. Everyday working working, nv have time for rest... till friday I then got time to catch my breathes.. Phew... everytime I get home, the sky is very dark. Recently I found out from my co-workers that I lost my usual self... I am not as cheerful as I am like before.. instead of seeing my happy face, they found out I looked tired, shag, or not enough sleep face.. I didn't noticed that, I think I am really tired... not enough sleep, packed with stresses and workload.. I need to get out from that place from for a while..

Well I need a VACATION!!!!!

TAIWAN trip is a trip I am looking forward to. I will "spare no one that stand in my way" to go taiwan. haha!!!

Single...topic

Recently, I think about this topic.. Single... How people fall in love? In real life, is there really got such event "Love at one sight" happen.. I dun know..
In singapore, Most Singaporean are getting late and later to get married...or even worse.. they cant find anyone to marry. They are several reasons to it... Nowadays singapore girl's standard
for their another partner are getting higher, Works plus no time to date, other countries rival (Guys) and not communcating well with girls.. That will lead to low marriages in Singapore. Well, that why now singapore need the match-making company.. THey get to match-making you with another one... for those which do not have time for dating.. Well.. match-makers can only introduce the singles to each other... whether they click is another thing, right? Haizz... Stay single loh.. can enjoy more. ;p

Sam's and grandma's birthday

today is my friend, Sam's birthday and at the same time my grandma's birthday.. Oooo A busy day.. Actually sam's birthday is yesterday, but sam invite us to a mini BBQ session with him.. Well this is his first time organise BBQ.. so a bit of hip hup along the way.. but overall it has a nice ending... I helped out in cooking haha!! lucky my cooking is ok.. too bad the chicken wings are not well cooked.. I think my best work is the bacon... I get good remark for that. hahaha!!

After his BBQ session, I had to rush down to china town point to meet my family for my grandma's birthday... phew.. lucky I was fast and reached to the resturant on time. But I have to deal with 9 dishes... I was like having a "OMG" sign in my head... how am I going to finish the dishes.. but still I have to eat a lot.. anyway the dishes are good. Well in the end, I did finish the 9 dishes with the helps of other.. haha!! What a feast!!

Love at a problem...

Just now I just watched New York version of My Sassy Girl. It is the remade of the korea version of My Sassy Girl. but I was disappointed as this version is not as good as the korea version of My Sassy Girl. It is not sassy enough in this version, but more like love story. I watched 3 version of (Korea, Japan and New York) and I found out only the orginal version meaning the Korea version is the best 1... It is the movie that I am moved by the Gyeon-woo (Cha Tae-Hyun), and the Girl (Jun Ji-hyun) acting.. although the movie is 7years ago but I still like the movie story. Cha Tae Hyun make the main character so real... that I thought in this world there is some guy who will do stupid things for his girlfriend. Actually during the 7 years, I was thinking will I be like Cha Tae Hyun met Jun Ji Hyun (the sassy girl). hahah!! I guess I am very stupid or crazy. Well the thought is still in my mind.