面包的滋味

The lyrics capture my heart. Well, this is not the Full song sadly to see.. but the song is great.

tml.

It had been 2 weeks since last time I blog. Well tml i will be going for my medical board.. It will determine whether I can stay in force or not.. haiz!! I want to stay in force. I like sailing.. but right now my physical condition doesnt allow me to sail. Well, I felt sad. recently I was feeling down because of the fact I maybe cant stay in force. I try to go improve my condition but it takes time. Tml, I will go medical board try to talk to the MO hoping them let me sail again.. I wish it will be good news for me.. Wish me good luck. ;)

Malaysia Trip!!!

Yesterday saturday is a road trip to malaysia.. It was fun and it lasted the whole day too. I goes along with another 3 buddies n my buddy's girlfriend to malaysia to eat, watch movie and do the foot massage!!

We met up early in 750am at my buddy's block then we go to the checkpoint.. we reached malaysia at 9am+.. then we go for our breakfast and guess what we have then.

We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux... a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p

Well we also go for foot massage.. around 5pm+. getting to know how good is our body.. but look like everyone got problem with their body. haha!! well, mine is most likely is my body is very tired.. nid rest.

Then we go for dinner around 7pm++.. a interesting place called "三楼".


Well the bee hoon there is good ... good .. BEST!! haha!! Like singapore been hoon.. I like it. btt we ate finished, it is already 7pm.. wow.. very late. then we decided to go home ...then we reached singapore around 10pm+.. quite late.. but still fun. I hope I can have those trip again.

my friend's mum

Monday.. it starts in a good day... but end up a experience I will remember for my rest of my life.

That night my friend's mother passed away. That night my friend lost someone he loved ... He was working oversea when the tragic started.. He was rushed back by "the company".. I heard the news and decided to go back to his home with him.. His brother is oversea, so for the time being, he is alone.. handling the stuffs.. Lucky his sister in law took care of most of the stuffs.. His girlfriend is quite supportive helping him to settle some admin stuffs. But I think he needs some more accompany..as possible wait till his brother come back from oversea.. so I stay back to accompany him or help him..

Life is very frail... I remember Jan I was still playing mahjong with him and his mother...then now his mother had passed away. Everything seem so fast.. Initially, he is quite sad.. I afraid he cant control his emotion, so I recommend to the other that he shouldn't go drive the car himself, thinking he will do something stupid.. Lucky he listens to us or else I really don't know what to do with him once he goes drive the car.

Monday night seem very long... although I say I accompany him.. but I was beaten by the Zzzz monster... fell asleep around 12am.. haiz.. He hardly say any words... That night I slept only 5 hours...

Tuesday, I accompany him while another Superior came and offer to help out my friend. I tried to help out in anything too.. but there is very little stuffs I can do. Well, I did help out using leg works..running errand like applying the permit to hold the wake at the void deck near my friend's house. I stayed with my friend till his brother came... then I go home.. It is a tiring for me.. but I hope I got some use in helping him..

Yesterday, I came down to visit him again..just to check out how is him holding up... After seeing him, I guess he is holding good... His mother will be moving to the Guang Ming Shan on Friday morning... His girlfriend hoped he will hold himself up during friday... because it will be very sad day for him on friday.

My friend asked me try not to come at today... as he may not have time to entertain me on today.. so I guess he is going to busy as the monks are doing the ritual for his mum... Well, I told him, if he need any helps, just let me know..

THis feeling is not so good for me, but I did get to learn some custom of dealing withg the dead..It is a experience I will not forget.

Wordle

A pic only for THe Jing Shan Primary School pple to see.. haha!!

Uaing wordle to create..
http://www.wordle.net/

myself #2

I know.. I wrote something about myself b4. 2 days ago, I tot of a friend from the past.. I was listening to a song called "You Needed Me" by Anne Murray. I remember making a poem for her..but b4 I can give to her, I was rejected.. it was quite long ago.. haha!! I am stupid.. I still remember the poem. I wrote it in chinese.. but I asked someone to translate for me in english..

Since I cant have my happiness, I guess being pple's cupid can help them get their happiness.. I dun mind doing that. If my friends are happy, I am happy. If she happy, I will be happy. Even though I was not a bit happy now..

My heart is nv complete......

new additions

I added the plurk in the blog.. a status based program.. I guess. Sometime like facebook status .. u get to paste ur activity or what u feel on the web. it is nice. ;)

What a Busy Friday?

This friday is very happening.. Well, not I am bloasting.. this is my first time being hugged by a guy very Heartly!! haha!!

Friday

Friday is a good n embarrass day. Well, after work, I go see my grandma as she gone for operation. Then I go meet my friends at Vivo City that night after the visit. Then we came for a dancing day at Boiler Room I seldom have a good time dancing. But that night I was kanna sabo by my ladies' friends ... I was choosen to go up Boiler room stage to play some games I was kanna Hugged by a guy so heartly.. My body goosebump come out.. Eeeeee .. but it is enjoyable for the games.. Of coz I enjoy dancing that nite too .. haha!!

Trust

Trust.. everyone nowadays is lack of it. I know trust is to be earned and cant take from granted. I cant believe that my closes 1 will not trust me then trusting what my relatives say. I was sad.. THis is my family is... We should be united but not listening to other comment and turn our back from ourselves... I WAS VERY SAD!!!!!!!

Reading is fun.

Just now around 6pm, I was at Kinokuniya there looking at book. I found out that I can look at book for a long time..haha!! Well, even window shopping for books I can stare at books for at least 3hrs.. haha!! U may think that I am abnormal... but that is what or who I am. :)

Check out this book for those Otaku!! This is the book just for u all to read and see.

This book is made by a otaku. By now you guys and gals must be wondering what is "otaku"?

In modern Japanese slang, the term otaku refers to a fan of any particular theme, topic, or hobby. Common uses are anime otaku (a fan of anime ), cosplay otaku and manga otaku (a fan of Japanese comic books), pasokon otaku (personal computer geeks), gēmu otaku (playing video games), and wota (pronounced 'ota', previously referred to as "idol otaku") that are extreme fans of idols, heavily promoted singing girls. There are also tetsudō otaku or denshamania (railfans) or gunji otaku (military geeks).

Now you know what is otaku. Anyway this author is a anime otaku. This book got some chapters starting with his first otaku year in the company, his otaku's daily routine,his otaku's body,his otaku's works,his otaku's health,his otaku's struggle and his otaku's war.

It is a relax type of book for u to read. It is fun, and make me laugh a lot. I rate this 4 stars for its entertainment. ;)

表白只一次（转载）

我在一个网上找到的。感觉挺好的，转载到这里。

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互暗恋的双方。

女生貌似很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实---其实---我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：
你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。

又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实--其实--咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和TA说话。写一个短信给TA，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。左想右想，怕TA知道你的心轻视你，怕哪句话说不好让TA不开心，更怕的是，对方再忙忘记或者因为别的原因没有回应，你多么尴尬。　　

写一封邮件给他，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的电影，去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情相关的字眼，仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出去。　　

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时候，话都说不出来。　 喜欢某个人，偏偏见到TA，一句话没有。看着旁边的朋友和TA谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。　　

暗示或者表白心际，永远不丢人。需要谨记的一条，也是最重要的一条是，暗示或者表白，只此一次。　　

相信我，话说到这样，一次就够了。　　

没有任何表白或者暗示，谈一场对方不知道的恋爱是很白痴的事情。对方收到你的讯息没有回应你依旧持续表白追求则是更白痴的事情。　
　
TA喜欢你，TA一定会约会你。　　

如果对方完全没有回应，但是你还是在喜欢他TA,那你就一边忍一边等。　　

到了某一天，忍到忍无可忍。　　

对方依旧没有找你。这个人，那就算了吧。

P.S. 你们是否也是这种人？

Leave Out All The Rest

For those who saw Twilight,you will surely heard of this song, "Leave Out All The Rest ", before? Anyway this song sang by Linkin Park. Below is the MTV and lyric:



This is the "Sunshine" version MTV, well I quite like it. ~_~

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed when I'm near
I'm strong to surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

P.S. I kinda of like this MTV and song. Coz some of lyric very unique like:

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know"

Well that is one time I talk about the fear within me.. but my friends just told me... don't think too much.. It is ur imagination. Well no one really listen.. haiz!!

"Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
"

I just like this part of lyric.

oldies song found

It had been quite some time since I been updated my blog. I had some problem on my work 2 weeks ago.... I think I become agitated after some of my co-workers made some remark on my status... I was unhappy about that.. I blew up my top.. I shot them with my wraith of anger... Well I guess I cant be friends with them anymore.. I was sad and regret of the doing... But what done had been done... I am going to live with it..

Anyway today I go clark quay to search for some old things.. well basically I found a song that remind of a incident I make at ITE.



This song is the song that I sing to a girl when I am at ITE... Well it is bold for me to sing that song.. as noone done that b4.. haha!! but I was rejected after singing that song.. She said she had someone in mind so cant accept my love.. I was sad.. well anyway it is long time ago.. haha!!

eyes twiching!!!

My eyes had been twitching for 2 and a half weeks!!! Well according to myth, there is people saying right eyes twitches, it is going to have bad things happen to them, when Left eye twitches, it is going to have good things happen to them.. Hmm.. my both eyes kept twitching for the past 2 and a half weeks.. It is not normal... The last time I twitches my eyes... it is last year when I kanna heat strokes.

I was thinking something bad is going to happen.. haiz!!!My friends say it is just an indication that I am tired... But I dun believe.. well for the past 2weeks, eyes kept twitching... it is not normal. Well I just happen it is not a very bad sign.

What do you think if I am robot?

It had been quite some time since I update my blog. I was going through some low mood lately after the CNY.. unable to sleep well in the past 2 weeks..... got some worry about my future... Thinking about myself and my career.. My both eyes' lids are kept twiching from 2 weeks ago... it is very annoying. hmm... I guess it means

Anyway, recently I just bought this Japanese drama called Zettai Kareshi a.k.a Absolute Boyfriend (絶対彼氏) and watched it.

Synopsis

This drama is about a girl who just stepped into society to work where she fall in love with her senior in the company. After she failed to get attention from her senior, she goes to a bar to drink. At the same time, Robot marker company, Kronos Heaven, had finally created the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. In another one words, it is a robot lover.

Back to the girl situation, the company robot maker in search of potential candidate to test his robot. He went to a bar and found the heart broken girl. He told the girl "Do you want to change your life?" The girl said "huh? How? " He decided to let this girl try out his robot lover for 5 days as an experience of getting a robot boyfriend at the same time collect the data that the robot is experiencing and compile to analysis. The girl gave her requirement of her prefect boyfriend to the robot maker.

Next day, The robot maker sent the girl the robot lover to her house. The girl activated the robot and was shocked that the robot is almost like real human being... only is the words coming out from the robot a bit funny.. Then the life of the girl started to change.

This drama is very romantic and funny... You get to see handsome guys.. and not forgetting the pretty girls. I was impressed a robot will try its best to let the girl love it. A lot of touching moments that the robot will do to make a girl happy.

What do you think if I am robot? Maybe I should be robot!!! haha!!! Then I can dun care what people think of me, and start do things that will surprise my loved 1. haha!!

CNY feeling!!

Hmm.. This year CNY is quite the same as last year...

1. CNY eve I have a reunion dinner with family and grandparents
   
2. CNY day 1 visit Grandparents.. and collect Ang Bao to them.

It is the same old routine.. heehee!! Well Ang Bao is collecting lesser and lesser.. ;)
Well it is ok, I don't care about Ang Bao.. as I can earn for myself. hehee!!

Anyway, CNY day 1 I won a lot in mj although it is just a short game. haha!! It is the first time I won in CNY. Maybe because I have a "福将" (Fu Jiang aka good fortune general) by my side, I get to win much.. But Like I say, if I won much in mj ... I bound to lose something in life for once.. When I lost much in mj, I get something in life for once.. Very irony right? It is my theory.. Coz it happened a lot of times before so I cant rule out that theory..

Anyway.. ytd night before I go back to home, I took a cab. The cab driver drove me back home... then we talked a lot of life... karma.. Destiny.. A lot of stuffs.. Man.. I didnt know that I can be quite click to strangers.. Hmmm... Is that an ability, or is it my easy going personality.. I don't know.. We even talked for at least a hr before I left the cab.. haha!! What a friendly weird guy like me, right?

feeling..

It had been quite a weeks plus... since I blogging.. I met someone and my feeling is liked roller-coaster this week.

1. Normal feeling (Thursday)


2. Low feeling (Friday)


3. High feeling (Saturday)


4. Low feeling (Sunday)


5. Normal feeling (Monday)


6. Low feeling (Tuesday)


7. High feeling (Wednesday)


8. Low feeling (Thursday)


9. Low feeling (Friday)

Well overall... I am feeling very low.. be it low morale or what.. I just don't know what am I doing... Now being scolded by parents for staying out late almost everyday.. come back the next day early morning... I am a guy who had a lot of problems in mind and wish to think about them... and think of how to solve them... The problems are career, love, relationships, friends and health. Now I go out almost everyday because I dun want to think of them... It is giving me headaches... I am getting bad headaches now.. man.. I wish I have someone beside me to help me..haiZ!!!

a day after the work..

Well, these few days, I am working lately and even staying in for work.. but I think they because I am medically unfit plus my status, I don't get to work much...

Some people say"Wow, XXX, You are so relax... See, you can no need to do this and that... Envy you lah!!"

I feel very uncomfortable when hearing this comments, I feel very bad..

Other people say " XXX, don't mind what they say... wait you faint then how? You better don't do anything.. just go relax one corner."

My feeling becomes from bad to worse.. I was thinking that it is not my fault that I want it to be like that. I myself feel very uncomfortable when I saw my co-workers are working yet I can only watch them do works... I am the guy who don't like to sit one corner and watch other work..If I can help out, I always one of the first to volunteer to help. But because of my status, now I was like a burden to them..


I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

Anyway... It is another big day for me.. tml.

(*_*)

3 Days to D day!!! FREEEEEE!!! FROM WORKSSS

myself (nothing much.. dun look)

hmmm... I have been thinking about myself whether I am very bad in starting a relationship for myself or not. In my whole life, I only have a relationship. I really dun know how to start a relationship.. maybe I am really shy with girls.. or maybe I don't know how to start a conversation. People think I am funny, I always make people laugh... my way of talking amuse them.. I myself think the same. I am just average looking guy.. if I like a girl, I always don't let them know I like them. I cared about them but I doesn't know how to make a girl fall for me..

I guess the conclusion is I am really bad in starting a relationship. I am just a boar..

Busy!!!

OMG!!! Today is 8 Jan 2009.. Man.. I had been busy for the last 8 days.. What am I doing? Work Work Work !!! I was thinking this year will be the same year as before.. I am going to try stay low profile as possible till feb... Don't ask me why... if you really know something about me, that is.. I am unpredictable.. I liked to make people guess. If you can guess why I want to stay low profile for Jan.. I will give you a treat. ;) haha!!!

Sat and Sun will be my rest day.. Hmm... Still Sat is the only day we can come out to play. haha!! Sun.. I will rest at home I guess. ;p