Wild weekend..

Friday....It is my buddy...Eddie's birthday.. I go and celebrate with him.. and the other buddies.. Eddie is 1 yrs older .. haha!! he is getting to be very handsome.. I bet a lot of girls will fall for him. haha!! Too bad i am not as handsome as him... no girls will fall for me.. anyway WE drank till 2am.. b4 i ninja my way out ... haha!! I felt sorry for eddie but no choice.. as SAT i have another group of friends i want to go with dearly..

SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most happening for me.. Actually i was suppose to meet one of my primary school's friend out for archery.. then one of my primary school buddy was bored and want to go out.. so I ask him to join us for archery. WE have a good time there .. shooting 60 arrows.. too bad I was a boo boo shooter. haha!! We are like the arthur, guinevere and lancelot in the "King Arthur" movie. haha!!

KING ARTHUR

JSPS Archers.. haha!!

there u see ... the JSPS archers... haha!! I was the left-hander so i stand at the last slot.. After that, we go watched our movie... The movie is awesome. I like tis quote"If you are listening to this frequency, you are the resistance. This is John Conner"

I gave 8 out of 10 to the movie.. haha!! Coz I am Terminator's fan. But this movie complete the whole Terminator saga.. A movie should watch.. Anyway after the movie.. we go meet my other friends at ST james for PARTY!! .. That whole nite we party till early morning 3am.. have some "special moment" happen when we want to go home.. thank to my small god sister.. haha!! In the end it is fun.

Sunday... I go swimming with my primary school friend.. i cant believe that yesterday we are still clubbing... then today sunday we go swimming.. I cant believe where did I get the strength from. Anyway she want sun tan.. so I accompany her to sun tec loh. haha!! But i soon become tired.. coz of last nite clubbing ..till I fall asleep from 3pm till 4pm while sun tanning.. haha!! 1 hr of sleeping ... almost made me become roasted dog, lucky the sun come out and goes hide under the cloud... most of the time.. that y i am not becoming roasted dog. ;p but as for her, she is sad.. she cant get much sun tanning.. haha!! then we go back home .. I try to make her happy as she cant get sun tanning... I gave her my anime hand doll to make her happy.. I didnt know she quite like it.. then i reached my station.. so I got off.. I told her to go sun tan nt week ba.. I will accompany her again. haha!!

What a unforgettable and happening weekend... I think it will be my happy mark in my life... ;P

Weekend again..

THis weekend are the best of the best!!.. I went to East Coast park with ah Do. We met at her house first before we goes East Coast Park. I saw a cat there and took some pic of her (I guess it is a she).

That is she!! haha!!

Well, I want to go there to cycle while she goes there to roller blade. I cant believe she is a good roller blader. haha!! she is quite fast .. well I wish to try out the roller blade.. but i surely fell down so.. forget it. Anyway we cycled and bladed till we hungry and go to the hawker centre to eat then we carry on the process for at least 3hrs plus.. then we ended our day. By then our legs are already wobbled liao.. haha!! After that we went to bugis to eat and watched Angel & Demon.. Well I must say Tom Hank is the right guy for this movie. it is liked watching Tom Hank slowly unfold the mystery one by one in 3rd person view. After the movie, I let ah Do took the cab home first before I go join my pal, Alex, for the KTV part.

See the pic we took. haha!! fun rite? well I think we can do better!!

Saturday Clubbing!!

Saturday is my clubbing day. i often go clubbing on that day as on Sunday i can be like bear sleep all the way .. hahah!!

Anyway Saturday is Patrick (Love song expert of SoulKoul in boiler room) last performance at Singapore. He is taking a break from singing.. maybe he goes for walkabout for himself.. or looking for a new life back to Philippines.

I was shocked as he come down from the stage to meet us.. Must be my friends, that y I get the chance to take photo with him. Well, he is charming rite.. haha!! A lot of singapore girls fell for his songs he sang. If only I can sing as good as he is, then maybe someone would like me too. haha!!

contest?

i had been quite some time since i post an entry.. been busy lately with work. WEll, recenly i was nominated in the "MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELOR".. now i am in the top 8.. haha!! i was flattered and funny... well i think i should be happy about the nomination. well.. that y i write this blog.. to write out my feeling..

The one that got away.

I found a note by someone unknown.. in a facebook. I found it quite good.. so i cut it out and share with u all!!

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been,” but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”

The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal

面包的滋味

The lyrics capture my heart. Well, this is not the Full song sadly to see.. but the song is great.

tml.

It had been 2 weeks since last time I blog. Well tml i will be going for my medical board.. It will determine whether I can stay in force or not.. haiz!! I want to stay in force. I like sailing.. but right now my physical condition doesnt allow me to sail. Well, I felt sad. recently I was feeling down because of the fact I maybe cant stay in force. I try to go improve my condition but it takes time. Tml, I will go medical board try to talk to the MO hoping them let me sail again.. I wish it will be good news for me.. Wish me good luck. ;)

Malaysia Trip!!!

Yesterday saturday is a road trip to malaysia.. It was fun and it lasted the whole day too. I goes along with another 3 buddies n my buddy's girlfriend to malaysia to eat, watch movie and do the foot massage!!

We met up early in 750am at my buddy's block then we go to the checkpoint.. we reached malaysia at 9am+.. then we go for our breakfast and guess what we have then.

We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux... a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p

Well we also go for foot massage.. around 5pm+. getting to know how good is our body.. but look like everyone got problem with their body. haha!! well, mine is most likely is my body is very tired.. nid rest.

Then we go for dinner around 7pm++.. a interesting place called "三楼".


Well the bee hoon there is good ... good .. BEST!! haha!! Like singapore been hoon.. I like it. btt we ate finished, it is already 7pm.. wow.. very late. then we decided to go home ...then we reached singapore around 10pm+.. quite late.. but still fun. I hope I can have those trip again.

my friend's mum

Monday.. it starts in a good day... but end up a experience I will remember for my rest of my life.

That night my friend's mother passed away. That night my friend lost someone he loved ... He was working oversea when the tragic started.. He was rushed back by "the company".. I heard the news and decided to go back to his home with him.. His brother is oversea, so for the time being, he is alone.. handling the stuffs.. Lucky his sister in law took care of most of the stuffs.. His girlfriend is quite supportive helping him to settle some admin stuffs. But I think he needs some more accompany..as possible wait till his brother come back from oversea.. so I stay back to accompany him or help him..

Life is very frail... I remember Jan I was still playing mahjong with him and his mother...then now his mother had passed away. Everything seem so fast.. Initially, he is quite sad.. I afraid he cant control his emotion, so I recommend to the other that he shouldn't go drive the car himself, thinking he will do something stupid.. Lucky he listens to us or else I really don't know what to do with him once he goes drive the car.

Monday night seem very long... although I say I accompany him.. but I was beaten by the Zzzz monster... fell asleep around 12am.. haiz.. He hardly say any words... That night I slept only 5 hours...

Tuesday, I accompany him while another Superior came and offer to help out my friend. I tried to help out in anything too.. but there is very little stuffs I can do. Well, I did help out using leg works..running errand like applying the permit to hold the wake at the void deck near my friend's house. I stayed with my friend till his brother came... then I go home.. It is a tiring for me.. but I hope I got some use in helping him..

Yesterday, I came down to visit him again..just to check out how is him holding up... After seeing him, I guess he is holding good... His mother will be moving to the Guang Ming Shan on Friday morning... His girlfriend hoped he will hold himself up during friday... because it will be very sad day for him on friday.

My friend asked me try not to come at today... as he may not have time to entertain me on today.. so I guess he is going to busy as the monks are doing the ritual for his mum... Well, I told him, if he need any helps, just let me know..

THis feeling is not so good for me, but I did get to learn some custom of dealing withg the dead..It is a experience I will not forget.

Wordle

A pic only for THe Jing Shan Primary School pple to see.. haha!!

Uaing wordle to create..
http://www.wordle.net/

myself #2

I know.. I wrote something about myself b4. 2 days ago, I tot of a friend from the past.. I was listening to a song called "You Needed Me" by Anne Murray. I remember making a poem for her..but b4 I can give to her, I was rejected.. it was quite long ago.. haha!! I am stupid.. I still remember the poem. I wrote it in chinese.. but I asked someone to translate for me in english..

Since I cant have my happiness, I guess being pple's cupid can help them get their happiness.. I dun mind doing that. If my friends are happy, I am happy. If she happy, I will be happy. Even though I was not a bit happy now..

My heart is nv complete......

new additions

I added the plurk in the blog.. a status based program.. I guess. Sometime like facebook status .. u get to paste ur activity or what u feel on the web. it is nice. ;)

What a Busy Friday?

This friday is very happening.. Well, not I am bloasting.. this is my first time being hugged by a guy very Heartly!! haha!!

Friday

Friday is a good n embarrass day. Well, after work, I go see my grandma as she gone for operation. Then I go meet my friends at Vivo City that night after the visit. Then we came for a dancing day at Boiler Room I seldom have a good time dancing. But that night I was kanna sabo by my ladies' friends ... I was choosen to go up Boiler room stage to play some games I was kanna Hugged by a guy so heartly.. My body goosebump come out.. Eeeeee .. but it is enjoyable for the games.. Of coz I enjoy dancing that nite too .. haha!!

Trust

Trust.. everyone nowadays is lack of it. I know trust is to be earned and cant take from granted. I cant believe that my closes 1 will not trust me then trusting what my relatives say. I was sad.. THis is my family is... We should be united but not listening to other comment and turn our back from ourselves... I WAS VERY SAD!!!!!!!

Reading is fun.

Just now around 6pm, I was at Kinokuniya there looking at book. I found out that I can look at book for a long time..haha!! Well, even window shopping for books I can stare at books for at least 3hrs.. haha!! U may think that I am abnormal... but that is what or who I am. :)

Check out this book for those Otaku!! This is the book just for u all to read and see.

This book is made by a otaku. By now you guys and gals must be wondering what is "otaku"?

In modern Japanese slang, the term otaku refers to a fan of any particular theme, topic, or hobby. Common uses are anime otaku (a fan of anime ), cosplay otaku and manga otaku (a fan of Japanese comic books), pasokon otaku (personal computer geeks), gēmu otaku (playing video games), and wota (pronounced 'ota', previously referred to as "idol otaku") that are extreme fans of idols, heavily promoted singing girls. There are also tetsudō otaku or denshamania (railfans) or gunji otaku (military geeks).

Now you know what is otaku. Anyway this author is a anime otaku. This book got some chapters starting with his first otaku year in the company, his otaku's daily routine,his otaku's body,his otaku's works,his otaku's health,his otaku's struggle and his otaku's war.

It is a relax type of book for u to read. It is fun, and make me laugh a lot. I rate this 4 stars for its entertainment. ;)

表白只一次（转载）

我在一个网上找到的。感觉挺好的，转载到这里。

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互暗恋的双方。

女生貌似很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实---其实---我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：
你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。

又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实--其实--咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和TA说话。写一个短信给TA，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。左想右想，怕TA知道你的心轻视你，怕哪句话说不好让TA不开心，更怕的是，对方再忙忘记或者因为别的原因没有回应，你多么尴尬。　　

写一封邮件给他，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的电影，去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情相关的字眼，仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出去。　　

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时候，话都说不出来。　 喜欢某个人，偏偏见到TA，一句话没有。看着旁边的朋友和TA谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。　　

暗示或者表白心际，永远不丢人。需要谨记的一条，也是最重要的一条是，暗示或者表白，只此一次。　　

相信我，话说到这样，一次就够了。　　

没有任何表白或者暗示，谈一场对方不知道的恋爱是很白痴的事情。对方收到你的讯息没有回应你依旧持续表白追求则是更白痴的事情。　
　
TA喜欢你，TA一定会约会你。　　

如果对方完全没有回应，但是你还是在喜欢他TA,那你就一边忍一边等。　　

到了某一天，忍到忍无可忍。　　

对方依旧没有找你。这个人，那就算了吧。

P.S. 你们是否也是这种人？

Leave Out All The Rest

For those who saw Twilight,you will surely heard of this song, "Leave Out All The Rest ", before? Anyway this song sang by Linkin Park. Below is the MTV and lyric:



This is the "Sunshine" version MTV, well I quite like it. ~_~

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed when I'm near
I'm strong to surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

P.S. I kinda of like this MTV and song. Coz some of lyric very unique like:

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know"

Well that is one time I talk about the fear within me.. but my friends just told me... don't think too much.. It is ur imagination. Well no one really listen.. haiz!!

"Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
"

I just like this part of lyric.

oldies song found

It had been quite some time since I been updated my blog. I had some problem on my work 2 weeks ago.... I think I become agitated after some of my co-workers made some remark on my status... I was unhappy about that.. I blew up my top.. I shot them with my wraith of anger... Well I guess I cant be friends with them anymore.. I was sad and regret of the doing... But what done had been done... I am going to live with it..

Anyway today I go clark quay to search for some old things.. well basically I found a song that remind of a incident I make at ITE.



This song is the song that I sing to a girl when I am at ITE... Well it is bold for me to sing that song.. as noone done that b4.. haha!! but I was rejected after singing that song.. She said she had someone in mind so cant accept my love.. I was sad.. well anyway it is long time ago.. haha!!

eyes twiching!!!

My eyes had been twitching for 2 and a half weeks!!! Well according to myth, there is people saying right eyes twitches, it is going to have bad things happen to them, when Left eye twitches, it is going to have good things happen to them.. Hmm.. my both eyes kept twitching for the past 2 and a half weeks.. It is not normal... The last time I twitches my eyes... it is last year when I kanna heat strokes.

I was thinking something bad is going to happen.. haiz!!!My friends say it is just an indication that I am tired... But I dun believe.. well for the past 2weeks, eyes kept twitching... it is not normal. Well I just happen it is not a very bad sign.

What do you think if I am robot?

It had been quite some time since I update my blog. I was going through some low mood lately after the CNY.. unable to sleep well in the past 2 weeks..... got some worry about my future... Thinking about myself and my career.. My both eyes' lids are kept twiching from 2 weeks ago... it is very annoying. hmm... I guess it means

Anyway, recently I just bought this Japanese drama called Zettai Kareshi a.k.a Absolute Boyfriend (絶対彼氏) and watched it.

Synopsis

This drama is about a girl who just stepped into society to work where she fall in love with her senior in the company. After she failed to get attention from her senior, she goes to a bar to drink. At the same time, Robot marker company, Kronos Heaven, had finally created the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. In another one words, it is a robot lover.

Back to the girl situation, the company robot maker in search of potential candidate to test his robot. He went to a bar and found the heart broken girl. He told the girl "Do you want to change your life?" The girl said "huh? How? " He decided to let this girl try out his robot lover for 5 days as an experience of getting a robot boyfriend at the same time collect the data that the robot is experiencing and compile to analysis. The girl gave her requirement of her prefect boyfriend to the robot maker.

Next day, The robot maker sent the girl the robot lover to her house. The girl activated the robot and was shocked that the robot is almost like real human being... only is the words coming out from the robot a bit funny.. Then the life of the girl started to change.

This drama is very romantic and funny... You get to see handsome guys.. and not forgetting the pretty girls. I was impressed a robot will try its best to let the girl love it. A lot of touching moments that the robot will do to make a girl happy.

What do you think if I am robot? Maybe I should be robot!!! haha!!! Then I can dun care what people think of me, and start do things that will surprise my loved 1. haha!!