blog writing again?

well I thought my blogspot's blog cannot put pictures.. so I stopped writing blog... now I remember I still can use msn to do the writing. ;) haha!!


My Latest pictures.. haa!! LIVERPOOL!!~_~

haah!! finally thought of way to post pictures.. ;)

blog..

I was thinking what happen to blogspot.. i cant get to post my photo here.. ~_~lll i cant write a proper blog.. look like till they solve the problem.. i am going to be writing blog without photo.. Or else.. i cant be so long didnt blog for so long. ;(

mobile blog!

It had been quite some time since i blog. I tink blogsport got some problem upload the pictures. Well now I am at mrt blogging. Haha! The feeling very different. People standing around me ... Like "stand by me" the song. Looking at them, all sort of pple like couple, pretty gals, different races. Next time I try to blog at different places and see how i can observed the pple.

sick..

it's been long time since I blog.. THink I was quite busy lately.. then now my body cant tahan.. then i sick now. WEll.. on the recovery.. ;)

心靈不打烊~李玖哲

This is someone I admire much. His song touched my heart. His "xiang tai duo" become my theme song. THis is Lee Jiu Zhe.

盧學叡 可不可以愛我

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

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I think the chrous part is to telling us.. not to give up love. Try it.. At least you try it, you dun feel regret.

guitar!! Roller Blade!!

OMG!!!.. I forget I am going to learn roller blade soon.. plus i am going to buy the equipments.. Hmm.. tml go see the roller blade n see how!!maybe roller blade have to wait.

Suddenly I got the inspiration to learn guitar... i am happy as a lot of my friends gave me informations about guitar. I wish to learn guitar... well it is a sudden interest for me.. I wish to be like Zhang Zhen Yue.. good in guitar. lol!! it is my dream now.

HaiZZzzz now no money.. a bit hard!! Maybe after payday.. then buy 1.

new layout

Well I have changed the new layout.. i am still trying to input a new blogskin.. but i think i nid to learn the basic first b4 i can do whatever I want.

全世界都停电

全世界都停电



如果只能在黑暗中见到你，我宁愿全世界都停电。
--- Tank

如果全世界都停电了我才能见到你，我希望停电能到永远。。。
--- Desmond

在这世上，能找到一个你爱的人。。很难很难。。

我是谁？

我是谁？

我是黑色守护天使！
我是来自天堂的黑色天使，
来守护着你！
我会跟你签个契约。
每当你感到寂寞，
我会在你的身边陪伴你，
不让你寂寞。
每当你happy时，
我会在你的身边陪你一起，
分享happiness。
每当你需要求救时，
无论你在哪，
我都会飞到你的身边来帮你。
因为我是黑色守护天使。
你的专属天使！

the past 4 days (Sunday -thursday)

I was in a mess since Sunday... it is my feeling I had..that made me want to break away from the world. It happened again...I will not write anything of what happened on that 4 days.. but i control myself from going into facebook and msn for any contacts from friends... I need time to be alone and think abt my feeling.

Anyway I already tidy up my feeling and told myself... i will not try to situations that will make me feel this type of feelings again...

Wild weekend..

Friday....It is my buddy...Eddie's birthday.. I go and celebrate with him.. and the other buddies.. Eddie is 1 yrs older .. haha!! he is getting to be very handsome.. I bet a lot of girls will fall for him. haha!! Too bad i am not as handsome as him... no girls will fall for me.. anyway WE drank till 2am.. b4 i ninja my way out ... haha!! I felt sorry for eddie but no choice.. as SAT i have another group of friends i want to go with dearly..

SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most happening for me.. Actually i was suppose to meet one of my primary school's friend out for archery.. then one of my primary school buddy was bored and want to go out.. so I ask him to join us for archery. WE have a good time there .. shooting 60 arrows.. too bad I was a boo boo shooter. haha!! We are like the arthur, guinevere and lancelot in the "King Arthur" movie. haha!!

KING ARTHUR

JSPS Archers.. haha!!

there u see ... the JSPS archers... haha!! I was the left-hander so i stand at the last slot.. After that, we go watched our movie... The movie is awesome. I like tis quote"If you are listening to this frequency, you are the resistance. This is John Conner"

I gave 8 out of 10 to the movie.. haha!! Coz I am Terminator's fan. But this movie complete the whole Terminator saga.. A movie should watch.. Anyway after the movie.. we go meet my other friends at ST james for PARTY!! .. That whole nite we party till early morning 3am.. have some "special moment" happen when we want to go home.. thank to my small god sister.. haha!! In the end it is fun.

Sunday... I go swimming with my primary school friend.. i cant believe that yesterday we are still clubbing... then today sunday we go swimming.. I cant believe where did I get the strength from. Anyway she want sun tan.. so I accompany her to sun tec loh. haha!! But i soon become tired.. coz of last nite clubbing ..till I fall asleep from 3pm till 4pm while sun tanning.. haha!! 1 hr of sleeping ... almost made me become roasted dog, lucky the sun come out and goes hide under the cloud... most of the time.. that y i am not becoming roasted dog. ;p but as for her, she is sad.. she cant get much sun tanning.. haha!! then we go back home .. I try to make her happy as she cant get sun tanning... I gave her my anime hand doll to make her happy.. I didnt know she quite like it.. then i reached my station.. so I got off.. I told her to go sun tan nt week ba.. I will accompany her again. haha!!

What a unforgettable and happening weekend... I think it will be my happy mark in my life... ;P

Weekend again..

THis weekend are the best of the best!!.. I went to East Coast park with ah Do. We met at her house first before we goes East Coast Park. I saw a cat there and took some pic of her (I guess it is a she).

That is she!! haha!!

Well, I want to go there to cycle while she goes there to roller blade. I cant believe she is a good roller blader. haha!! she is quite fast .. well I wish to try out the roller blade.. but i surely fell down so.. forget it. Anyway we cycled and bladed till we hungry and go to the hawker centre to eat then we carry on the process for at least 3hrs plus.. then we ended our day. By then our legs are already wobbled liao.. haha!! After that we went to bugis to eat and watched Angel & Demon.. Well I must say Tom Hank is the right guy for this movie. it is liked watching Tom Hank slowly unfold the mystery one by one in 3rd person view. After the movie, I let ah Do took the cab home first before I go join my pal, Alex, for the KTV part.

See the pic we took. haha!! fun rite? well I think we can do better!!

Saturday Clubbing!!

Saturday is my clubbing day. i often go clubbing on that day as on Sunday i can be like bear sleep all the way .. hahah!!

Anyway Saturday is Patrick (Love song expert of SoulKoul in boiler room) last performance at Singapore. He is taking a break from singing.. maybe he goes for walkabout for himself.. or looking for a new life back to Philippines.

I was shocked as he come down from the stage to meet us.. Must be my friends, that y I get the chance to take photo with him. Well, he is charming rite.. haha!! A lot of singapore girls fell for his songs he sang. If only I can sing as good as he is, then maybe someone would like me too. haha!!

contest?

i had been quite some time since i post an entry.. been busy lately with work. WEll, recenly i was nominated in the "MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELOR".. now i am in the top 8.. haha!! i was flattered and funny... well i think i should be happy about the nomination. well.. that y i write this blog.. to write out my feeling..

The one that got away.

I found a note by someone unknown.. in a facebook. I found it quite good.. so i cut it out and share with u all!!

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been,” but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”

The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal

面包的滋味

The lyrics capture my heart. Well, this is not the Full song sadly to see.. but the song is great.

tml.

It had been 2 weeks since last time I blog. Well tml i will be going for my medical board.. It will determine whether I can stay in force or not.. haiz!! I want to stay in force. I like sailing.. but right now my physical condition doesnt allow me to sail. Well, I felt sad. recently I was feeling down because of the fact I maybe cant stay in force. I try to go improve my condition but it takes time. Tml, I will go medical board try to talk to the MO hoping them let me sail again.. I wish it will be good news for me.. Wish me good luck. ;)

Malaysia Trip!!!

Yesterday saturday is a road trip to malaysia.. It was fun and it lasted the whole day too. I goes along with another 3 buddies n my buddy's girlfriend to malaysia to eat, watch movie and do the foot massage!!

We met up early in 750am at my buddy's block then we go to the checkpoint.. we reached malaysia at 9am+.. then we go for our breakfast and guess what we have then.

We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux... a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p

Well we also go for foot massage.. around 5pm+. getting to know how good is our body.. but look like everyone got problem with their body. haha!! well, mine is most likely is my body is very tired.. nid rest.

Then we go for dinner around 7pm++.. a interesting place called "三楼".


Well the bee hoon there is good ... good .. BEST!! haha!! Like singapore been hoon.. I like it. btt we ate finished, it is already 7pm.. wow.. very late. then we decided to go home ...then we reached singapore around 10pm+.. quite late.. but still fun. I hope I can have those trip again.

my friend's mum

Monday.. it starts in a good day... but end up a experience I will remember for my rest of my life.

That night my friend's mother passed away. That night my friend lost someone he loved ... He was working oversea when the tragic started.. He was rushed back by "the company".. I heard the news and decided to go back to his home with him.. His brother is oversea, so for the time being, he is alone.. handling the stuffs.. Lucky his sister in law took care of most of the stuffs.. His girlfriend is quite supportive helping him to settle some admin stuffs. But I think he needs some more accompany..as possible wait till his brother come back from oversea.. so I stay back to accompany him or help him..

Life is very frail... I remember Jan I was still playing mahjong with him and his mother...then now his mother had passed away. Everything seem so fast.. Initially, he is quite sad.. I afraid he cant control his emotion, so I recommend to the other that he shouldn't go drive the car himself, thinking he will do something stupid.. Lucky he listens to us or else I really don't know what to do with him once he goes drive the car.

Monday night seem very long... although I say I accompany him.. but I was beaten by the Zzzz monster... fell asleep around 12am.. haiz.. He hardly say any words... That night I slept only 5 hours...

Tuesday, I accompany him while another Superior came and offer to help out my friend. I tried to help out in anything too.. but there is very little stuffs I can do. Well, I did help out using leg works..running errand like applying the permit to hold the wake at the void deck near my friend's house. I stayed with my friend till his brother came... then I go home.. It is a tiring for me.. but I hope I got some use in helping him..

Yesterday, I came down to visit him again..just to check out how is him holding up... After seeing him, I guess he is holding good... His mother will be moving to the Guang Ming Shan on Friday morning... His girlfriend hoped he will hold himself up during friday... because it will be very sad day for him on friday.

My friend asked me try not to come at today... as he may not have time to entertain me on today.. so I guess he is going to busy as the monks are doing the ritual for his mum... Well, I told him, if he need any helps, just let me know..

THis feeling is not so good for me, but I did get to learn some custom of dealing withg the dead..It is a experience I will not forget.