myself feeling jaded..

Today I am feeling jaded... People says "Desmond you looked good when you are tanned.." Well I personally think it is just natural when my skin looked tanned.. Because in the past, I get dark skin easily... Must be because of my family's DNA, my dad and brother have dark skins too. I found out I am not feeling very well.. My physical condition is not getting better, maybe I am thinking too much.. but I just found out that I am getting more and more tired... I sweated a lot even though I only do some works.. I am hardly bear the heats under the sun.... So bottom line, I'm becoming a "Snow Man". haiz!!