THis DEC is hell of a pack month for me.. haha!!

Well.. I plan a good Dec party for myself.. so I give myself 4 days of leave.. Yippee!! Starting 21st Dec till 29th Dec:

21st Actually on leave... but kenna internal audit.. nid to attend.. eaten one day leave.. Hai!!

22nd go for my leave.. Stay at home to sleep.. haha!!enjoy a nice day at home.

23th is unit outing (Go farmart to enjoy the nature life..)

24th christmas eve family bbq (get to know the families.. :))

25th Meeting the 四大名捕 for games, movie and a mj session

26th sleeping whole day (regain the strength after a whole da)

27th meeting malaysian plurk friend and Singapore Plurk friend. haha!!

28th meeting a buddy for dinner

29th nothing on.. maybe

well what a DEC month..1!

UNIQLO Calendar

I am in the search engine.

I am in gooogle search.. haha!!
http://www.gooogIe.co.uk/?gid=471269&hl=en&meta=o&q=The%20Dark%20Angel

A funny chinese break off letter!!

extracted from this gal's blog <史上最強e王國 網路行銷團隊 >


Dear

想向你辭去情人的職務，

任職一年多來， 在崗位上我努力學習，克盡職守，

對你噓寒問暖，小心翼翼，揣測你的需要，滿足你各方面需求。

在感情提供你慰藉，讓你有被愛的感覺；

在行動上，等待、接送、陪伴、更只是基本工作。

雖不經手財務，卻要負起所有買單重責； 三不五時還要送禮討你歡心。

一個稱職的情人要溫柔體貼，還要心胸寬闊。

聽你提及對別的男人的大方及讚賞，不可以醋勁大發。

剛任職之時不知如何拿捏，犯了幾次錯誤竟敢與你鬧情緒 幾度你想把我開除，

後來在我保證不再犯的前提下， 你勉強再給我觀察期。

這些時日以來，幾經思索，感謝你給我這次機會。

但我確實不適任此職位，想向你申請調回朋友部門。

看你對那部門同仁有說有笑，三不五時還會請他們小聚一番，有點羨慕他們：

上班時間彈性，不用隨 call隨到，不用接送， 不用買單，不用送禮，

不用面對你冷漠一面， 可看到你陽光似的笑容，聽到你幽默言談。

而我雖佔了情人的缺，除了責任加重卻沒任何特殊待遇；

沒有甜言蜜語，沒有多一點關心，沒有禮物，沒有... 決定辭去這職務，

至於你是否願讓我調部門， 一切尊重你的裁決.....

一個盡心盡力的員工 敬上

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女生的回覆

Dear

關於您轉調部門的提議，經過董事家長會開會討論，

以下決議事項向您說明: 因您當初面試時的職務為情人，

標準與要求一開始就跟朋友不同， 雖然試用期間你的表現不好差點被開除，

但念在你苦苦哀求且信誓旦旦的說明你可以改進與昇任，才予以留任。

情人屬於正職工作，與兼職的朋友部門不同，當然責任與工作相對也比較多，

但是薪資及福利保證優於朋友部門， 情人有按摩、親親、抱抱、陪睡、陪同參予家庭聚會與煮宵夜的紅利與福利，

還有很好的升遷管道，可以升為老公、爸爸、阿公...等，這些絕對都是朋友部門所沒 有的。

最後，因目前朋友部門沒有職缺，情人又是重要職務，

因此在未尋獲新人或職務代理人並完成交接前， 先將您轉調到備胎部門，

這個部門的人員不需要每天面對老闆，應該可以暫時讓您的 責任跟壓力不那麼大。

等情人職務有人可以交接時，可再將您轉調到地下情人部門，

當然若屆時朋友部門有缺也可轉調到朋友部門，或是您要離職也可以，

當然自動離職 是沒有遣散費的。 謝謝您一年多來的努力...

董事會成員代表 敬上

sunday..

Ytd I was working whole day.. damn tired.. haha!! but I was learning a lot of things everyday.. haha!! Anyway.. this is a mv I wish to share ... Ben Taylor's My wicked way!!



I just want to take you out and get you drunk so I can have my wicked way with you
I’m just being honest cause I know the other guys are thinking just the same way too
And I’m not gonna lie and say that I will take you out to dance there’s just no chance ‘cause I don’t even like the same music you do
I just wanna have my wicked way with you
So don’t you fight it Cause I know you’re gonna like it
Show me some skin I might bite it
I wanna have my wicked with you.
So I’m not gonna come over and meet your mom and dad
They know that I was bad
And I don’t want to meet your friends or just pretend I like you
And I don’t want to talk about what happened on your favorite tv show
I just want to get you close enough so I can take off all your clothes
And I’m not gonna make you cry or break your heart girl we don’t have the time
I’m just thinking of three hours or more
So I can have my wicked way with you
So don’t you fight it
Don’t knock it ‘til you’ve tried it
Show me some skin I might bite it
I wanna have my wicked way with you
Wicked way with you
My wicked way with you.

Saturday Weekend special!!

Last Saturday is quite fun.. Weijie is going japan for holiday on monday.. so sam and I meet up with him for a dinner special before he flew to japan to enjoy his very own japan
We go to Central Santouka Ramen to have special ramen. It is good.. Plus we get to see some pretty japanese gals.. haha!! Oooo.. my dish is fried rices with Sho Ramen and plus a salads... YUMMY!!
It is a great meals.. Then we go eat some japanese deserts.. THen we go kinokuniya to looked at books.. I must say central is a place that you can find a lot of japanese stuffs there. ;) Then Weijie and Sam went home while I go meet another group of friends.


Well after that, I meet marks and Jane to go clubbing.. haha!! it had been 2months plus since I last go clubbing.. Well, we went to Lunar bar to see how is it.. It is my first time going there.. but I found that it is like canto bar to me.. So I told them to hop to rebel to club.. WEll, rebel is good but .. abit too crowded.. then I told Marks and Jane to go my favorite club Bellini Grande.. Where my singer, Patrick, was there singing.. THere is him taking photo with me. haha!!~~ Anyway I got a good nite on Saturday!! I hope every week will be as happy like this nite..

Signing off~~~~~

unable to access Facebook

;(

... Unable to access facebook in the morning.. feeling sad.. Well.. look like facebook is getting harder and harder to log in. ~~~

HAIZ!!!

Well what to do... go work then. ~~

曾沛慈's blog

WEll.. I added 曾沛慈 's blog. Yooo!! She is quite cute gal. A good singer too. ;)

SAT at ECP

Check out my moonwalk dance with roller blading haha!!


Today I have the first time experiences on roller blading.. quite tiring but fun. Now I only know how to walk on the blade.. I hope nt time i can blade with the rollerblade.. ;)

Make use of my life to learn as much as I can...

Saturday ~~~

Today is ytd.. time to learn my guitar ~~ ~_~"

夠愛 - 東城衛 x A. Chord

It had been long since I update this blog.. due to the blogspot cant allow me to upload photos and put mv.. now it is up. I can do what I like. This song is my favorite. Enjoy it.



夠愛 - 東城衛 x A. Chord



我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影
指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油
沒想走 你好像說過 你和我 會不會有以後
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有
我的愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我

你聽見了嗎 我為你唱的這首歌
是為了要證明 我為了你 存在的意義
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有
我的愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我
..
愛你的我 不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥 就請你讓我 說出口
愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我
愛你的我..
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星 木星 水星 火星 土星 追尋
追尋你 時間滴滴答滴答答滴身影

Home alone!!

Today is 3rd day home alone.. I was busy for the past few months.. Friday is day I home alone.. parents go holiday for a week... I am the only 1 stay in home.. WEll, cause busy routine so.. I didnt go holiday with them. Anyway.. I think I can handle living alone for a week. Coz days passed very fast.. See now it is the third day of the home alone. ;)



haha!! 4 more days of home alone to go. ;)

blog writing again?

well I thought my blogspot's blog cannot put pictures.. so I stopped writing blog... now I remember I still can use msn to do the writing. ;) haha!!


My Latest pictures.. haa!! LIVERPOOL!!~_~

haah!! finally thought of way to post pictures.. ;)

blog..

I was thinking what happen to blogspot.. i cant get to post my photo here.. ~_~lll i cant write a proper blog.. look like till they solve the problem.. i am going to be writing blog without photo.. Or else.. i cant be so long didnt blog for so long. ;(

mobile blog!

It had been quite some time since i blog. I tink blogsport got some problem upload the pictures. Well now I am at mrt blogging. Haha! The feeling very different. People standing around me ... Like "stand by me" the song. Looking at them, all sort of pple like couple, pretty gals, different races. Next time I try to blog at different places and see how i can observed the pple.

sick..

it's been long time since I blog.. THink I was quite busy lately.. then now my body cant tahan.. then i sick now. WEll.. on the recovery.. ;)

心靈不打烊~李玖哲

This is someone I admire much. His song touched my heart. His "xiang tai duo" become my theme song. THis is Lee Jiu Zhe.

盧學叡 可不可以愛我

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定 努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞


为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛 怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快只剩灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我 可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过 告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落

你可不可以爱我 可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

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I think the chrous part is to telling us.. not to give up love. Try it.. At least you try it, you dun feel regret.

guitar!! Roller Blade!!

OMG!!!.. I forget I am going to learn roller blade soon.. plus i am going to buy the equipments.. Hmm.. tml go see the roller blade n see how!!maybe roller blade have to wait.

Suddenly I got the inspiration to learn guitar... i am happy as a lot of my friends gave me informations about guitar. I wish to learn guitar... well it is a sudden interest for me.. I wish to be like Zhang Zhen Yue.. good in guitar. lol!! it is my dream now.

HaiZZzzz now no money.. a bit hard!! Maybe after payday.. then buy 1.

new layout

Well I have changed the new layout.. i am still trying to input a new blogskin.. but i think i nid to learn the basic first b4 i can do whatever I want.

全世界都停电

全世界都停电



如果只能在黑暗中见到你，我宁愿全世界都停电。
--- Tank

如果全世界都停电了我才能见到你，我希望停电能到永远。。。
--- Desmond

在这世上，能找到一个你爱的人。。很难很难。。

我是谁？

我是谁？

我是黑色守护天使！
我是来自天堂的黑色天使，
来守护着你！
我会跟你签个契约。
每当你感到寂寞，
我会在你的身边陪伴你，
不让你寂寞。
每当你happy时，
我会在你的身边陪你一起，
分享happiness。
每当你需要求救时，
无论你在哪，
我都会飞到你的身边来帮你。
因为我是黑色守护天使。
你的专属天使！

the past 4 days (Sunday -thursday)

I was in a mess since Sunday... it is my feeling I had..that made me want to break away from the world. It happened again...I will not write anything of what happened on that 4 days.. but i control myself from going into facebook and msn for any contacts from friends... I need time to be alone and think abt my feeling.

Anyway I already tidy up my feeling and told myself... i will not try to situations that will make me feel this type of feelings again...

Wild weekend..

Friday....It is my buddy...Eddie's birthday.. I go and celebrate with him.. and the other buddies.. Eddie is 1 yrs older .. haha!! he is getting to be very handsome.. I bet a lot of girls will fall for him. haha!! Too bad i am not as handsome as him... no girls will fall for me.. anyway WE drank till 2am.. b4 i ninja my way out ... haha!! I felt sorry for eddie but no choice.. as SAT i have another group of friends i want to go with dearly..

SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The most happening for me.. Actually i was suppose to meet one of my primary school's friend out for archery.. then one of my primary school buddy was bored and want to go out.. so I ask him to join us for archery. WE have a good time there .. shooting 60 arrows.. too bad I was a boo boo shooter. haha!! We are like the arthur, guinevere and lancelot in the "King Arthur" movie. haha!!

KING ARTHUR

JSPS Archers.. haha!!

there u see ... the JSPS archers... haha!! I was the left-hander so i stand at the last slot.. After that, we go watched our movie... The movie is awesome. I like tis quote"If you are listening to this frequency, you are the resistance. This is John Conner"

I gave 8 out of 10 to the movie.. haha!! Coz I am Terminator's fan. But this movie complete the whole Terminator saga.. A movie should watch.. Anyway after the movie.. we go meet my other friends at ST james for PARTY!! .. That whole nite we party till early morning 3am.. have some "special moment" happen when we want to go home.. thank to my small god sister.. haha!! In the end it is fun.

Sunday... I go swimming with my primary school friend.. i cant believe that yesterday we are still clubbing... then today sunday we go swimming.. I cant believe where did I get the strength from. Anyway she want sun tan.. so I accompany her to sun tec loh. haha!! But i soon become tired.. coz of last nite clubbing ..till I fall asleep from 3pm till 4pm while sun tanning.. haha!! 1 hr of sleeping ... almost made me become roasted dog, lucky the sun come out and goes hide under the cloud... most of the time.. that y i am not becoming roasted dog. ;p but as for her, she is sad.. she cant get much sun tanning.. haha!! then we go back home .. I try to make her happy as she cant get sun tanning... I gave her my anime hand doll to make her happy.. I didnt know she quite like it.. then i reached my station.. so I got off.. I told her to go sun tan nt week ba.. I will accompany her again. haha!!

What a unforgettable and happening weekend... I think it will be my happy mark in my life... ;P

Weekend again..

THis weekend are the best of the best!!.. I went to East Coast park with ah Do. We met at her house first before we goes East Coast Park. I saw a cat there and took some pic of her (I guess it is a she).

That is she!! haha!!

Well, I want to go there to cycle while she goes there to roller blade. I cant believe she is a good roller blader. haha!! she is quite fast .. well I wish to try out the roller blade.. but i surely fell down so.. forget it. Anyway we cycled and bladed till we hungry and go to the hawker centre to eat then we carry on the process for at least 3hrs plus.. then we ended our day. By then our legs are already wobbled liao.. haha!! After that we went to bugis to eat and watched Angel & Demon.. Well I must say Tom Hank is the right guy for this movie. it is liked watching Tom Hank slowly unfold the mystery one by one in 3rd person view. After the movie, I let ah Do took the cab home first before I go join my pal, Alex, for the KTV part.

See the pic we took. haha!! fun rite? well I think we can do better!!

Saturday Clubbing!!

Saturday is my clubbing day. i often go clubbing on that day as on Sunday i can be like bear sleep all the way .. hahah!!

Anyway Saturday is Patrick (Love song expert of SoulKoul in boiler room) last performance at Singapore. He is taking a break from singing.. maybe he goes for walkabout for himself.. or looking for a new life back to Philippines.

I was shocked as he come down from the stage to meet us.. Must be my friends, that y I get the chance to take photo with him. Well, he is charming rite.. haha!! A lot of singapore girls fell for his songs he sang. If only I can sing as good as he is, then maybe someone would like me too. haha!!

contest?

i had been quite some time since i post an entry.. been busy lately with work. WEll, recenly i was nominated in the "MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELOR".. now i am in the top 8.. haha!! i was flattered and funny... well i think i should be happy about the nomination. well.. that y i write this blog.. to write out my feeling..

The one that got away.

I found a note by someone unknown.. in a facebook. I found it quite good.. so i cut it out and share with u all!!

In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with…and the one that got away.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.

Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.

You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.

If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been,” but it happens.

Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.

But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple…find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?

Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is your “the one that got away.”

You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”

The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal

面包的滋味

The lyrics capture my heart. Well, this is not the Full song sadly to see.. but the song is great.

tml.

It had been 2 weeks since last time I blog. Well tml i will be going for my medical board.. It will determine whether I can stay in force or not.. haiz!! I want to stay in force. I like sailing.. but right now my physical condition doesnt allow me to sail. Well, I felt sad. recently I was feeling down because of the fact I maybe cant stay in force. I try to go improve my condition but it takes time. Tml, I will go medical board try to talk to the MO hoping them let me sail again.. I wish it will be good news for me.. Wish me good luck. ;)

Malaysia Trip!!!

Yesterday saturday is a road trip to malaysia.. It was fun and it lasted the whole day too. I goes along with another 3 buddies n my buddy's girlfriend to malaysia to eat, watch movie and do the foot massage!!

We met up early in 750am at my buddy's block then we go to the checkpoint.. we reached malaysia at 9am+.. then we go for our breakfast and guess what we have then.

We had pork soup for the day.. yum yum.. ahah!! it is quite a feast plus the claypot chicken. Well, quite nice. It is quite full for me too.. coz I ate a lot. haha!! Well after that we go and watch movie in jusco in malaysia.. Well It is quite big almost like vivo.. but lose to vivo as vivo is much longer than them. haha!! The arcade there are sux... a lot of the machines spolit. We go do shopping there.. I still think electronic stuffs in malaysia are expensive.. so it is not worth it to buy.. Singapore is much affordable than malaysia. haha!! Singapore is the BEST!! but malaysia movie is cheap. ;p

Well we also go for foot massage.. around 5pm+. getting to know how good is our body.. but look like everyone got problem with their body. haha!! well, mine is most likely is my body is very tired.. nid rest.

Then we go for dinner around 7pm++.. a interesting place called "三楼".


Well the bee hoon there is good ... good .. BEST!! haha!! Like singapore been hoon.. I like it. btt we ate finished, it is already 7pm.. wow.. very late. then we decided to go home ...then we reached singapore around 10pm+.. quite late.. but still fun. I hope I can have those trip again.

my friend's mum

Monday.. it starts in a good day... but end up a experience I will remember for my rest of my life.

That night my friend's mother passed away. That night my friend lost someone he loved ... He was working oversea when the tragic started.. He was rushed back by "the company".. I heard the news and decided to go back to his home with him.. His brother is oversea, so for the time being, he is alone.. handling the stuffs.. Lucky his sister in law took care of most of the stuffs.. His girlfriend is quite supportive helping him to settle some admin stuffs. But I think he needs some more accompany..as possible wait till his brother come back from oversea.. so I stay back to accompany him or help him..

Life is very frail... I remember Jan I was still playing mahjong with him and his mother...then now his mother had passed away. Everything seem so fast.. Initially, he is quite sad.. I afraid he cant control his emotion, so I recommend to the other that he shouldn't go drive the car himself, thinking he will do something stupid.. Lucky he listens to us or else I really don't know what to do with him once he goes drive the car.

Monday night seem very long... although I say I accompany him.. but I was beaten by the Zzzz monster... fell asleep around 12am.. haiz.. He hardly say any words... That night I slept only 5 hours...

Tuesday, I accompany him while another Superior came and offer to help out my friend. I tried to help out in anything too.. but there is very little stuffs I can do. Well, I did help out using leg works..running errand like applying the permit to hold the wake at the void deck near my friend's house. I stayed with my friend till his brother came... then I go home.. It is a tiring for me.. but I hope I got some use in helping him..

Yesterday, I came down to visit him again..just to check out how is him holding up... After seeing him, I guess he is holding good... His mother will be moving to the Guang Ming Shan on Friday morning... His girlfriend hoped he will hold himself up during friday... because it will be very sad day for him on friday.

My friend asked me try not to come at today... as he may not have time to entertain me on today.. so I guess he is going to busy as the monks are doing the ritual for his mum... Well, I told him, if he need any helps, just let me know..

THis feeling is not so good for me, but I did get to learn some custom of dealing withg the dead..It is a experience I will not forget.

Wordle

A pic only for THe Jing Shan Primary School pple to see.. haha!!

Uaing wordle to create..
http://www.wordle.net/

myself #2

I know.. I wrote something about myself b4. 2 days ago, I tot of a friend from the past.. I was listening to a song called "You Needed Me" by Anne Murray. I remember making a poem for her..but b4 I can give to her, I was rejected.. it was quite long ago.. haha!! I am stupid.. I still remember the poem. I wrote it in chinese.. but I asked someone to translate for me in english..

Since I cant have my happiness, I guess being pple's cupid can help them get their happiness.. I dun mind doing that. If my friends are happy, I am happy. If she happy, I will be happy. Even though I was not a bit happy now..

My heart is nv complete......

new additions

I added the plurk in the blog.. a status based program.. I guess. Sometime like facebook status .. u get to paste ur activity or what u feel on the web. it is nice. ;)

What a Busy Friday?

This friday is very happening.. Well, not I am bloasting.. this is my first time being hugged by a guy very Heartly!! haha!!

Friday

Friday is a good n embarrass day. Well, after work, I go see my grandma as she gone for operation. Then I go meet my friends at Vivo City that night after the visit. Then we came for a dancing day at Boiler Room I seldom have a good time dancing. But that night I was kanna sabo by my ladies' friends ... I was choosen to go up Boiler room stage to play some games I was kanna Hugged by a guy so heartly.. My body goosebump come out.. Eeeeee .. but it is enjoyable for the games.. Of coz I enjoy dancing that nite too .. haha!!

Trust

Trust.. everyone nowadays is lack of it. I know trust is to be earned and cant take from granted. I cant believe that my closes 1 will not trust me then trusting what my relatives say. I was sad.. THis is my family is... We should be united but not listening to other comment and turn our back from ourselves... I WAS VERY SAD!!!!!!!

Reading is fun.

Just now around 6pm, I was at Kinokuniya there looking at book. I found out that I can look at book for a long time..haha!! Well, even window shopping for books I can stare at books for at least 3hrs.. haha!! U may think that I am abnormal... but that is what or who I am. :)

Check out this book for those Otaku!! This is the book just for u all to read and see.

This book is made by a otaku. By now you guys and gals must be wondering what is "otaku"?

In modern Japanese slang, the term otaku refers to a fan of any particular theme, topic, or hobby. Common uses are anime otaku (a fan of anime ), cosplay otaku and manga otaku (a fan of Japanese comic books), pasokon otaku (personal computer geeks), gēmu otaku (playing video games), and wota (pronounced 'ota', previously referred to as "idol otaku") that are extreme fans of idols, heavily promoted singing girls. There are also tetsudō otaku or denshamania (railfans) or gunji otaku (military geeks).

Now you know what is otaku. Anyway this author is a anime otaku. This book got some chapters starting with his first otaku year in the company, his otaku's daily routine,his otaku's body,his otaku's works,his otaku's health,his otaku's struggle and his otaku's war.

It is a relax type of book for u to read. It is fun, and make me laugh a lot. I rate this 4 stars for its entertainment. ;)

表白只一次（转载）

我在一个网上找到的。感觉挺好的，转载到这里。

时间：一天晚上。
地点：躺在床上。
人物：相互暗恋的双方。

女生貌似很想他，于是决定给他发一条短信：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！其实---其实---我现在挺想你的！！

考虑了一分钟，把短信改成：
你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。据说明天要降温，多穿点衣服呀！！

又考虑了一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？呵呵，我们还在说话呢。

又一分钟：

你睡了吗？在干嘛呢？

又一分钟：

睡了吗？在干嘛？

然后，她按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

男生的手机响了！男生抓起来一看果然是她，莫名的激动起来！赶紧给她回短信：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！其实--其实--咱们明天一起吃饭吧？

考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。呵呵，我们宿舍也正热闹的起劲！！听说明天要降温，别忘了多穿衣服呀！

又考虑了一分钟：

我还没有睡呢，现在正在上网。

又一分钟：

上网。

然后，他按了确定发送的键！
(叹气....)

有没有试过这样的情况，你喜欢的那个人，你居然会不敢和TA说话。写一个短信给TA，到了最后一秒，居然就会删除。左想右想，怕TA知道你的心轻视你，怕哪句话说不好让TA不开心，更怕的是，对方再忙忘记或者因为别的原因没有回应，你多么尴尬。　　

写一封邮件给他，写了一千字，删除掉八百字。去掉我想念你，去掉所有的心情，去掉天气，去掉自己刚刚看的电影，去掉自己昨天心情不好以及今天心情好的原因，去掉所有和感情相关的字眼，仿佛公事公办的，变成三行的邮件，到了最后，居然也没有发出去。　　

不喜欢的人，可以容易地讲个笑话，随便地发个短信，甚至，打去电话问对方有什么节目以便随时去参加。喜欢的，却变成心里的死穴一个，动都不敢动，甚至，看到的时候，话都说不出来。　 喜欢某个人，偏偏见到TA，一句话没有。看着旁边的朋友和TA谈笑风生，心里又嫉妒又着急。　　

暗示或者表白心际，永远不丢人。需要谨记的一条，也是最重要的一条是，暗示或者表白，只此一次。　　

相信我，话说到这样，一次就够了。　　

没有任何表白或者暗示，谈一场对方不知道的恋爱是很白痴的事情。对方收到你的讯息没有回应你依旧持续表白追求则是更白痴的事情。　
　
TA喜欢你，TA一定会约会你。　　

如果对方完全没有回应，但是你还是在喜欢他TA,那你就一边忍一边等。　　

到了某一天，忍到忍无可忍。　　

对方依旧没有找你。这个人，那就算了吧。

P.S. 你们是否也是这种人？

Leave Out All The Rest

For those who saw Twilight,you will surely heard of this song, "Leave Out All The Rest ", before? Anyway this song sang by Linkin Park. Below is the MTV and lyric:



This is the "Sunshine" version MTV, well I quite like it. ~_~

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed when I'm near
I'm strong to surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the one that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

P.S. I kinda of like this MTV and song. Coz some of lyric very unique like:

"I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cares
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me I want you to know"

Well that is one time I talk about the fear within me.. but my friends just told me... don't think too much.. It is ur imagination. Well no one really listen.. haiz!!

"Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to have so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me
From myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
"

I just like this part of lyric.

oldies song found

It had been quite some time since I been updated my blog. I had some problem on my work 2 weeks ago.... I think I become agitated after some of my co-workers made some remark on my status... I was unhappy about that.. I blew up my top.. I shot them with my wraith of anger... Well I guess I cant be friends with them anymore.. I was sad and regret of the doing... But what done had been done... I am going to live with it..

Anyway today I go clark quay to search for some old things.. well basically I found a song that remind of a incident I make at ITE.



This song is the song that I sing to a girl when I am at ITE... Well it is bold for me to sing that song.. as noone done that b4.. haha!! but I was rejected after singing that song.. She said she had someone in mind so cant accept my love.. I was sad.. well anyway it is long time ago.. haha!!

eyes twiching!!!

My eyes had been twitching for 2 and a half weeks!!! Well according to myth, there is people saying right eyes twitches, it is going to have bad things happen to them, when Left eye twitches, it is going to have good things happen to them.. Hmm.. my both eyes kept twitching for the past 2 and a half weeks.. It is not normal... The last time I twitches my eyes... it is last year when I kanna heat strokes.

I was thinking something bad is going to happen.. haiz!!!My friends say it is just an indication that I am tired... But I dun believe.. well for the past 2weeks, eyes kept twitching... it is not normal. Well I just happen it is not a very bad sign.

What do you think if I am robot?

It had been quite some time since I update my blog. I was going through some low mood lately after the CNY.. unable to sleep well in the past 2 weeks..... got some worry about my future... Thinking about myself and my career.. My both eyes' lids are kept twiching from 2 weeks ago... it is very annoying. hmm... I guess it means

Anyway, recently I just bought this Japanese drama called Zettai Kareshi a.k.a Absolute Boyfriend (絶対彼氏) and watched it.

Synopsis

This drama is about a girl who just stepped into society to work where she fall in love with her senior in the company. After she failed to get attention from her senior, she goes to a bar to drink. At the same time, Robot marker company, Kronos Heaven, had finally created the perfect male humanoid programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to his lover. In another one words, it is a robot lover.

Back to the girl situation, the company robot maker in search of potential candidate to test his robot. He went to a bar and found the heart broken girl. He told the girl "Do you want to change your life?" The girl said "huh? How? " He decided to let this girl try out his robot lover for 5 days as an experience of getting a robot boyfriend at the same time collect the data that the robot is experiencing and compile to analysis. The girl gave her requirement of her prefect boyfriend to the robot maker.

Next day, The robot maker sent the girl the robot lover to her house. The girl activated the robot and was shocked that the robot is almost like real human being... only is the words coming out from the robot a bit funny.. Then the life of the girl started to change.

This drama is very romantic and funny... You get to see handsome guys.. and not forgetting the pretty girls. I was impressed a robot will try its best to let the girl love it. A lot of touching moments that the robot will do to make a girl happy.

What do you think if I am robot? Maybe I should be robot!!! haha!!! Then I can dun care what people think of me, and start do things that will surprise my loved 1. haha!!

CNY feeling!!

Hmm.. This year CNY is quite the same as last year...

1. CNY eve I have a reunion dinner with family and grandparents
   
2. CNY day 1 visit Grandparents.. and collect Ang Bao to them.

It is the same old routine.. heehee!! Well Ang Bao is collecting lesser and lesser.. ;)
Well it is ok, I don't care about Ang Bao.. as I can earn for myself. hehee!!

Anyway, CNY day 1 I won a lot in mj although it is just a short game. haha!! It is the first time I won in CNY. Maybe because I have a "福将" (Fu Jiang aka good fortune general) by my side, I get to win much.. But Like I say, if I won much in mj ... I bound to lose something in life for once.. When I lost much in mj, I get something in life for once.. Very irony right? It is my theory.. Coz it happened a lot of times before so I cant rule out that theory..

Anyway.. ytd night before I go back to home, I took a cab. The cab driver drove me back home... then we talked a lot of life... karma.. Destiny.. A lot of stuffs.. Man.. I didnt know that I can be quite click to strangers.. Hmmm... Is that an ability, or is it my easy going personality.. I don't know.. We even talked for at least a hr before I left the cab.. haha!! What a friendly weird guy like me, right?

feeling..

It had been quite a weeks plus... since I blogging.. I met someone and my feeling is liked roller-coaster this week.

1. Normal feeling (Thursday)


2. Low feeling (Friday)


3. High feeling (Saturday)


4. Low feeling (Sunday)


5. Normal feeling (Monday)


6. Low feeling (Tuesday)


7. High feeling (Wednesday)


8. Low feeling (Thursday)


9. Low feeling (Friday)

Well overall... I am feeling very low.. be it low morale or what.. I just don't know what am I doing... Now being scolded by parents for staying out late almost everyday.. come back the next day early morning... I am a guy who had a lot of problems in mind and wish to think about them... and think of how to solve them... The problems are career, love, relationships, friends and health. Now I go out almost everyday because I dun want to think of them... It is giving me headaches... I am getting bad headaches now.. man.. I wish I have someone beside me to help me..haiZ!!!

a day after the work..

Well, these few days, I am working lately and even staying in for work.. but I think they because I am medically unfit plus my status, I don't get to work much...

Some people say"Wow, XXX, You are so relax... See, you can no need to do this and that... Envy you lah!!"

I feel very uncomfortable when hearing this comments, I feel very bad..

Other people say " XXX, don't mind what they say... wait you faint then how? You better don't do anything.. just go relax one corner."

My feeling becomes from bad to worse.. I was thinking that it is not my fault that I want it to be like that. I myself feel very uncomfortable when I saw my co-workers are working yet I can only watch them do works... I am the guy who don't like to sit one corner and watch other work..If I can help out, I always one of the first to volunteer to help. But because of my status, now I was like a burden to them..


I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

I wish to post out!!!!

Anyway... It is another big day for me.. tml.

(*_*)

3 Days to D day!!! FREEEEEE!!! FROM WORKSSS

myself (nothing much.. dun look)

hmmm... I have been thinking about myself whether I am very bad in starting a relationship for myself or not. In my whole life, I only have a relationship. I really dun know how to start a relationship.. maybe I am really shy with girls.. or maybe I don't know how to start a conversation. People think I am funny, I always make people laugh... my way of talking amuse them.. I myself think the same. I am just average looking guy.. if I like a girl, I always don't let them know I like them. I cared about them but I doesn't know how to make a girl fall for me..

I guess the conclusion is I am really bad in starting a relationship. I am just a boar..

Busy!!!

OMG!!! Today is 8 Jan 2009.. Man.. I had been busy for the last 8 days.. What am I doing? Work Work Work !!! I was thinking this year will be the same year as before.. I am going to try stay low profile as possible till feb... Don't ask me why... if you really know something about me, that is.. I am unpredictable.. I liked to make people guess. If you can guess why I want to stay low profile for Jan.. I will give you a treat. ;) haha!!!

Sat and Sun will be my rest day.. Hmm... Still Sat is the only day we can come out to play. haha!! Sun.. I will rest at home I guess. ;p